Ch.1 - Present Day

It's been five years since Alicia and Brian last saw each other. After Brian went home to talk to his mother he realized that it was official and he was going to be flying to Orlando in a week. He went out on his date with Alicia and told her then why he was really called down to the office that day in April of 1994. On there last night together, they both proved their love for each other without anyone knowing. Not even Chris and Melanie knew about it. Brian and Alicia planned it and Brian made it a special night for both of them. They both agreed that the next morning, Brian would get up and just leave, so they wouldn't have to say goodbye. Alicia woke up the next morning to find herself lying in bed alone and was devastated. She missed Brian a lot and she didn't know what she was going to do without him. Shortly after Brian left, Alicia found out that she was pregnant and was heart broken. She wanted the baby and was happy about being pregnant, but she knew that she couldn't tell Brian because she knew he would drop out of the band and fly back to Kentucky. But Alicia didn't want that; she wanted him to stay with the band for she knew that it would turn into something-great one day. So one day after school, Alicia decided to pack her stuff and she left. Even though she had Melanie there, Alicia felt she had no one to turn to. Her parents were killed in a car accident shortly after Brian and Alicia had begun dating, and she couldn't turn to Brian's parents. They had high beliefs on sexually relationships before marriage and Alicia knew they wouldn't be happy, she packed her stuff and got on the next plane to Orlando, not realizing at the time that that was where Brian was living.

Eight months later, Alicia gave birth to Justin and he reminded her so much of Brian. He looks so much like Brian. He has Brian's blue eyes and slightly curly brown hair. Alicia bought a house with her new friend that also lived in Orlando, Kelsie. They got along great and Alicia knew that until she got into the swings of things with Justin and being in a new place that she was going to need help.

It's now five years later and Kelsie and Alicia are best friends. Alicia hasn't talk to Brian's parents or anybody from Kentucky. Although there have been times when she came close to calling his parents to tell them the whole story, but she stopped herself. Alicia has told Justin everything about Brian. She showed him pictures of Brian and her together and he sees him on pictures of every magazine. The Backstreet Boys have become the hottest group in the world and you see them on magazines everywhere and even see them on TV. The Backstreet Boys have now become Justin's favorite group, he's always singing along to their music and tries very hard to learn there dance moves but doesn't do all that well.

"Mommy!!! Daddy's on TV!!!" Justin yelled from the living room. I pulled back from Kelsie and wiped the tears away and we both walked into the living room to see Justin with his eyes glued to the TV. "Look mommy!!" Justin yelled and I smiled as I sat next to him. "Yeah, there's daddy." I said and felt tears coming to my eyes but held them back. Just then, there was a knock on the door. "That must be BJ." Kelsie said and got up to answer the door. "Now Justin, remember what I told you earlier, don't say anything to BJ about Brian being your daddy okay?" "I won't." Justin said and he hugged me. "Hi Justin!!" BJ said as she walked in the room followed by Kelsie. "BJ!!" Justin yelled and ran over and hugged her. BJ had lived down the street with her parents, two sisters and two brothers. But little did I know one of those brothers just happened to be a Backstreet boy. Justin was good friend with BJ's brother Aaron and Angel. Even thought they were 5 years older than he was they seemed to get along great. "Thanks for babysitting BJ." I said and she nodded. "No problem. We have a lot of fun don't we Justin?" "Yeah!!!" Justin yelled and I smiled. "Now Justin you be good for BJ okay?" "I will mommy." Justin said and hugged me. "Okay, I'll be back in a few hours BJ. I just have a few errands to run." "No problem." "Okay, bye." I said and Kelsie and I walked out the door.

"Have you ever noticed that she looks a lot like Nick Carter." Kelsie said. "What? No, that's not possible." I said and she shrugged. "You never know." Kelsie said and I just shrugged.

BJ went out into the kitchen to get Justin a drink and when she came back in, she found Justin curled up on the couch crying. "Justin!! What's wrong?" BJ said as she knelt in front of him. "I miss my daddy." Justin replied through his tears. BJ knew that Justin had never met his father, but always wondered who his father was. By a strange coincidence, Justin reminded her of Brian Littrell from the Backstreet Boys and had this strange feeling deep down inside her. "Do you want to talk about him?" BJ asked, hoping that maybe he would say yes. Justin, completely forgetting about what his mother had said earlier, said yes. Justin got up and got a picture from his backpack and handed it to BJ and she was shocked at what she saw. "Is this your daddy Justin?!" BJ asked, trying to stay calm. "Yes, he's in a group called the Backstreet Boys. I've don't know him, but I really want to met him." Justin said and BJ felt sorry for him. She really wanted to tell him that she knew Brian and she could easily bring Brian to meet Justin, but she was afraid of Alicia's reaction and didn't know how Alicia felt about Justin meeting Brian, so she kept quiet. "Well, I'm sure one day you'll meet him." BJ said and Justin's face lit up slightly. "You think so?" "I know so. Now come on, it's time for your nap." "Oh no, not a nap." "Yes a nap." BJ said as she picked Justin up and he laughed.


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