Chapter 14

Nick came out of his walk-in closet and tossed the sweats on the bed. “Okay, I think those should do it.”

“I’d think so. My God, Nick, we’re going to have 20 suitcases for a one week trip!”

“Yeah, and 19 of ‘em will be yours. How many damned pairs of shoes did you pack?”

“Trust me. You do NOT want to know. And seriously, we need to condense. They’re not letting anyone take too much luggage, especially on a commuter to Miami.”

“Well, I don’t wanna be rude, but woman, you’re the one who needs to condense. I’ve got a couple pairs of trunks, t-shirts, shorts, sandals and a nice dress outfit for dinner one night. Can’t imagine I can go with less.”

“No, probably not. Well, crap.” Ciara started digging through the piles of clothes Nick had laid out, realizing that yes indeed, he had packed sensibly. Years of touring came in handy apparently. “Okay, well, I’ll pack this up here and head home to reduce my junk.”

“You want me to come help? Far as I’m concerned you just need a bathing suit.”

“Yeah, well…I DO plan on leaving the cabin for more than swimming, Romeo. And THAT requires shoes.”

“Whatever. Come on. Let’s get this done so we can rest tonight.”

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“Oh my God, Nick! This boat is HUGE!”

“Makes mine look like somethin’ I built with popsicle sticks when I was a kid. Damn.”

“Is everyone here for the foundation?”

“I don’t think so, no. It’s a public cruise, but you could get rooms and stuff from the DLF.” Tipping the chauffeur well, he wrapped his arm over Ciara’s shoulder and walked to the boat, suddenly feeling like a kid the day before Christmas. “All I know is we’ve got a kick ass room and 7 days together on the water. Anything else…I just don’t care.”

“I’m thinkin’ I don’t either. I need this and bad!”

“Yep. Perfect end to one helluva shitty year I’d say.” He leaned down and kissed her forehead before ducking into the ship.

They wordlessly made their way to their suite, following the concierge who led the way. Once all of their luggage made it to the room, Nick hung the “do not disturb” sign on the door and turned to the beauty standing on his balcony. He still couldn’t believe it was really Ciara. That sweet, funny girl he’d met so many years before. She’d changed so much, yet she was still the same Cici. Longer hair, fuller face because of some of her medicines, more slender body and just…his Cici.

Why did it take him until now to realize how much she had meant to him? Or was he not supposed to know until now? Maybe they weren’t ready for each other before. Probably not. Were they ready for each other now? He knew he surely felt ready…but it took two to make a relationship work. Twenty-one or not, he at least had learned that much in life. She wasn’t fighting him anymore, but yet…there was still some sort of wall there.

Before joining her outside, he poured them each a glass of champagne that had been left by hospitality. They didn’t have much time before some of his duties began, starting with a Meet and Greet, but for now, they had each other. No fans. No interruptions. Nothing but the ocean breeze and a beautiful room to enjoy.

“Hey…what’s on your mind?”

She looked away from the blue of the ocean into the blue of his eyes, smiling at the similar hues in each. “Hey. Not a damned thing. I’m kinda likin’ that.” She took the glass of champagne from him and they made a silent toast before taking a sip. “Thank you for inviting me, Nick. This is going to be wonderful. I can feel it.”

“I can’t imagine doing this without you.” He leaned down, capturing her lips with the sweetest kiss, still flavored with the champagne. “Can we go inside?”

She smiled and nodded and followed him back to the bedroom portion of their suite. Their accommodations were truly amazing, although Nick was unfazed by it all. “What time do you have to be at the Meet and Greet?”

Noonish? My itinerary’s in my bag. We’ve only got a few minutes I think.” And with that realization, he took the champagne glass from her hand and set them both on the nightstand. Reaching up, he took her face in his hands and kissed her. So sweet. So gentle. So loving. He pulled back and sat on the bed, hiking himself back onto the pillows. “Come ‘ere.”

She sat next to him, resting her head on his chest and slowly running her finger over his stomach. And there they sat for the few moments they had alone. Just enjoying the sounds of their breathing, the ocean crashing into the dock, the ticking of the clock in the living area of the suite. Sometimes words were noisy and this was one of those times.

In what felt like seconds later, a loud knock at their door jolted them out of their reverie.

“Oh shit…we fell asleep! Ci! Wake up, hon.” He touched her cheek giggling at the mark a button on his shirt had made on her face. “I’ve got to go. Someone’s at our door.”

“Oh, okay…man. We’re the life of the party, huh? Sleeping already!” She stretched her body out and fluffed her hair, groaning when the knock on the door repeated its call. “Okay! Okay! On our way!”

She jogged to the door, flinging it open to greet their guest but was surprised to see Howie waiting in the hall. “Howard! Come in here, baby!”

Ciara! I’m so glad you could come!” He wrapped her in the warmest of hugs, as usual. Out of the five, THAT boy knew how to hug. Nick was…well, now that totally changed her perspective, but Howie still knew what a hug meant and offered every one from his heart. She sighed in his arms, feeling reunited with a long lost big brother.

“So am I.” Pulling away she turned back to see where Nick was. “You comin’, Nick? It’s time!”

“On my way…hang on.”

“He must be in the bathroom. So, tell me. How have you been? You resting okay after the tour?”

“I don’t rest, but yeah, I’m doing good. How are you feeling?”

“Eh, you know. Every day it’s something. I live.”

“Just live happy, Ci. That’s all any of us should do.”

She smiled at his simple wisdom, touching his face. “I think I am finally happy, D. Just don’t let Nick know. I like to keep him guessing.”

“Keep me guessing about what? You keepin’ secrets from me, woman?”

“Always. You boys go meet and creep your fans.” She threw herself backward on the couch, dramatically kicking her legs up in the air before letting them fall to the seat. “I’ll just stay here in our miserable room wishing I was cleaning poop off some patient’s ass like I was scheduled to be doing about now.”

Nick just shook his head. “What am I supposed to do with her, D?”

“Oh, I’m having a feeling you’ll find a few things to keep yourself occupied. Come on. There’ll be plenty of time for that. We’ll see you later, Ci!”

“Bye guys! Have fun!”

Just as she settled into the couch to finish up her nap, the door whipped open again. “And you’d better have shoes back on those feet when I get back. You brought enough that I don’t EVER wanna see those toes naked.”

She heard him giggle as the door closed again. “Smart ass.”

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“I’m so sorry, Nick. I can’t believe I feel so sick already.”

“It’s okay. You’ll get used to it. Did you get sick when you took that cruise a few years ago?”

“No. God. You don’t think it was something at dinner, do you?”

“I dunno. I hope not. Is it just your sto-“

“Aw, shit…move.” Ciara pushed away Nick’s arms and ran into the bathroom, slamming the door behind her before she made it to the toilet.

“Crap.” She’d moved so quick Nick didn’t even think clearly until he heard her losing her dinner. “Cici…” He got up to help her, stopping short at the closed door and grimacing at the noises coming from inside. Taking a deep breath, he opened the door finding her kneeling on the floor, head hanging over the commode.

“Nick, please…”

“Let me get you a cold cloth, Ci. It’s okay.” He yanked a washcloth from the rack near the sink and quickly ran cold water through it. Why a cold cloth on the forehead always felt better when you were sick he didn’t know, but it did. It’s the least he could do.

“I’m embarrassed. Please, Nick.”

“Stop it. Here…” He pulled her hair back as her stomach wretched again. Quietly he knelt down beside her and slowly wiped her brow and neck with the cold cloth. “It’s okay, baby…” He rubbed her back with the other hand, hoping to help her body relax. She finally sat back on her haunches with a sigh, flushed and took the cloth from him.

“Thanks. I just love being sick.” She wiped her whole face with the cloth and slowly stood to get a little water for her mouth. “This is definitely not sea-sickness. Something I ate got to me. I was fine before dinner.”

“Could be. You okay?”

“For now, yeah. I’m sorry, Nick.”

“Would you stop apologizing? Let me turn back the bed and we’ll just stay in and watch TV or something, huh?”

“Yeah, okay. I wanted to go dancing tonight.”

“I know.” He touched her face and smiled weakly. “Tomorrow. Or the next day. We have 5 more nights for that, okay?” Nick tossed the multiple pillows on the floor beside the bed and threw back the comforter. “Come on…get in.”

Without another word, she climbed into bed, curling around a pillow, grateful for a soft place to lay her throbbing head. This sucked. Before long, Nick snuggled in next to her and rubbed her hair hoping she could fall asleep quickly.

Just as he thought he’d succeeded, she bolted back up out of bed. “Dammit!”

“On my way….”

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