Cover Me With Dreams – The Short

 

“Damn, I look good!” Ciara made one more quick check of her hair before dramatically flicking off the light in the bathroom. Giggling at her imitation confidence, she jogged downstairs to meet Deanna.

 

They were great friends, clubbing companions and for tonight, two women needing a desperate escape from reality. The women hopped in Deanna’s truck to begin what would hopefully be a night of partying, dancing and if dreams really did come true, some major loving.

 

It was a small club, but tonight it was the place to be. A local band was playing and truthfully, Ciara’s only plan was to catch up with and flirt with the boys in the band. She was feeling particularly naughty this night. The ex had called with yet another plea for reconciliation, drunk as usual. She hated men at the moment, and yet she felt the need to be needed by one. Desperately.

 

The girls found a prime table right in the center of the club and immediately began their own private party. They knew all the guys in the band and knew they could cut loose tonight, dancing, flirting and making playing a guitar incredibly difficult with dance floor seduction. Let the games begin.

 

They were making an obvious impact on the guys and at the first break, Chris, Ciara’s friend, headed straight over to their table. “Where the hell have you been, woman? You’re driving me nuts out here!” He wrapped her up in a hug, swinging her around in a circle.

 

“Aw, you know me. I’m the mystery lady. How are you?”

 

The old friends sat and chit chatted through the break and Ciara’s need for a man, frankly began to wane. Just to be noticed seemed to appease her enough. Deanna was not to be satisfied and had already found herself a new partner for the night, never to be seen until morning. “Well, I guess I’m on my own. Thank you dear, Dee…” Instead of feeling sorry for herself, Ciara got up to order another drink.

 

“Corona, Phil.”

 

Ciara leaned back against the bar, taking in the atmosphere of the small club when she spotted him. A true blast from the past. And my God, he was looking stunning tonight. Too bad he wasn’t alone. Distantly attached at best, but obviously attached. She kept her distance and just watched for a bit. The couple made their way to a table near the back, of course. He couldn’t risk being recognized, but that was part of the blessing of such a small place. Even with recognition, he could still sit back and have a quiet evening with friends.

 

He owned the room. Always did. The whole atmosphere changed when he sat down. Waitresses fluttered more, men held onto their women more tightly, yet no one knew why. No one really knew him here. It was just…him. As for the man? He was clueless. He’d seen it all his life and just stopped noticing. As for Ciara? Well…she’d known him for years, from her memory it felt like forever. She’d known him when he was just a scrawny little pre-pubescent boy, an unknown, when no one wanted him outside of a partner for a game of one-on-one or a video game battle. Then came the hard work, the overseas success, and finally, he was a hometown hero. She was there for all of it, if not up close and personal, on the sidelines watching, reading, keeping an eye on things. And always, every time he needed someone familiar, something comfortable, something secure, Ciara was there for him.

 

But now, it had been a year or more since they’d last talked. Sure, she continued to watch his career. Continued to keep an eye on his romances. Always worried at the validity of the rumors. She never left his side, even if their contact virtually disappeared. Somehow, she knew she was still in his heart. Maybe because he would always have a home in hers. No one could take his place. No one was ever invited to. And as she watched him talk to his girl, meet a few locals, throw back his own bottle of Corona, she felt what she had always felt in his presence. He somehow owned her as well.

 

******~~~~~~******~~~~~~

 

The band took their place for their second set and Ciara took her seat, shifting her chair around so she could see both the band and the new guest. She just watched, allowing her body to keep time with the music that suddenly felt more seductive than it had in its first set. One moment she’d flirt with the band, the next she’d turn back to…oh dear. He caught her. Their eyes locked for a moment and she quickly turned away. No, he wasn’t supposed to see her yet.

 

Back to the band where she stayed for a few more songs, playing her rediscovered sexuality to the hilt with her friend Chris. He was such a cocky son of a bitch, he probably figured he was gonna get laid because of it. Silly man. He was just a tool now. A tool to make her forget what a fool she’d been with men in the past. Help her remember what power she really could have over a man, and maybe, just maybe, she’d allow a man to have a little power over her as well. Equals. For once.

 

Reluctantly, she looked back to the beautiful blonde and noticed he was alone. Where’d that extra appendage go? Scanning the crowd, she spotted the woman. All over someone else. Nice. But, Ciara had to admit she was grateful. An open door was something Ciara rarely ignored and tonight was not going to make that trend disappear. With a final wink up to Chris, she got up, ordered 2 tequila shots and made her way to the back of the room.

 

As she approached him, her heart began to race. You’d think she’d never been with him before, like he was a new conquest. But, for some reason, it felt new, and it was far from a conquest. She just needed…wanted…what was she doing? What was her purpose? Right now, it was to get across the room without spilling the shots and hopefully make a memorable meeting with her past. Yes, that was her mission.

And there he stood, leaning against a bar ledge along the back wall. He was a star. He was her friend. Blue jeans, a white wife beater, and a dark blue leather jacket hugged his body, aching to be taken off. He’d added a few new accessories since she last saw him. He always claimed to hate jewelry, but now he proudly displayed, as she called it, his “Backstreet bling-bling”. Diamonds, silver, shiny, big ole “BSB”. Gorgeous, especially on that neck and chest. And better yet, big, beautiful diamond studs in each ear. Nice touch.

 

Already ignoring the idiocy of his date, he was just enjoying the atmosphere, the anonymity, and the music. His head bobbed casually to the beat, his gaze going particularly nowhere. But then without warning, their eyes met and he lit up. An old friend, an old love, a place of comfort. A smile spread across his face like a sunrise from a month of clouds.

 

Cici!!!!!!!!!”

 

“Nicky!”

 

She put the shots on the bar and they quickly wrapped their arms around one another. But, before they knew it everything around them seemed to stop. Both were taken with the peace and comfort felt in one another’s embrace. Running a hand through her hair, he sighed, “it’s been too long, Ci…how are you? You okay?” He pulled her back and took her face in his hands. “God, I’ve missed you.”

 

“I’ve missed you too, baby. You resting up good?” She kept her arms wrapped around his neck as they talked, and he spread his legs a bit to make it easier on her…make himself shorter. He couldn’t take his eyes off of her, couldn’t believe he’d seen her tonight. She couldn’t get her heart to start pumping at the proper rate again. Old friends catching up, old lovers wondering if there was still something there. Two tired souls afraid to ever let go again.

 

“Yeah, just being home is rest enough. It’s been too long. I’m sorry…” He tentatively reached up to touch her face, afraid that if he touched her, she’d disappear into thin air.

 

“Don’t worry about it. I’m just so glad to see you. You look wonderful.”

 

“Not looking so bad yourself. “ Nick mindlessly looked up to find his date, seeing her practically lap dancing on one of the patrons. God. His glance didn’t go unnoticed. Cici’s hold on Nick grew tighter.

 

“So, Baby…who’s the hootch tonight?” She looked him in the eye as she brought her body in closer, making him shift his stance and take a tighter hold of her hips where his hands had never left.

 

Shaking his head and trying desperately not to get lost in the longing in her eyes, he finally tried to pull away. This might be dangerous tonight. “Why do you always do this to me, Ci?”

 

Not letting go, she simply smiled. “Because I like to see you squirm, Nicky.” She raised up on her tiptoes and kissed his cheek. “I brought a couple of drinks…old times’ sake?” She finally let go of his neck and reached around to grab the shot glasses.

 

Without another word, Nick took the glass from her, smirked at her idea and leaned into her neck. God, she smelled good. He took a quick lick, reached around for some salt and a lime, added salt to the wet spot and licked again, slower this time. Thankfully, her knees didn’t buckle, even though she thought they might and she was able to get the shot in him and offer a wedge of lime. As he leaned in to take it from her teeth, she kept her eyes in his as long as physically possible. Damn. So blue. So open. So deep.

 

They reversed the process laughing at how she had to get on her tiptoes to even reach his neck. Lick. Salt. Lick. Memories. Damn. He offered the shot, knelt down to her level for the lime and wondered himself if he could stand upright after taking in the lust in her eyes. They were friends. Fuck buddies. Why did it feel different all of a sudden? Could it be that this is where her dreams were going to land tonight? No. Couldn’t happen.

 

Before she could get lost in him again, she tossed the lime in a nearby ashtray, offered a quick kiss and started to walk away. She had to get out of there. “It’s been real, Carter. Nice seeing you again!” As she turned toward the back door, she quickened her pace. This could not happen tonight. This couldn’t happen again at all. She’d accomplished her mission, right? Shots to the table, memorable moment. Done. Her heart was too vulnerable now. She knew she’d want more from him than he was ever able to offer. But, God, he was completely irresistible.

Just as she reached the door, and damn did that hallway seem longer than usual, she felt someone grab her arm and whip her around. Before she could focus, she was taken by a searing kiss. Hard, passionate, and yes…familiar. Nick. She gave into it with a moan.

 

He pulled back and bore his eyes into hers. “How about I make you squirm?”

 

Before she could answer, he leaned down for another kiss. Less forceful, more passionate, more wanting. She had to get out of there, but for some reason, she just couldn’t seem to get her feet to move.

 

Finally, she was able to gently pull away. No more words were exchanged. She simply smiled, turned and walked out the door. Would he follow? Probably not. Did she regret it? Yes. No. Not Nick. She could not do this again. She desperatelywanted to do this again.

 

As the cool night air hit her somewhat drunk face, she took a deep breath, grateful for the sensibility that seemed to come along with it. Dee was occupied for the night and she had the truck. Damn. Ciara was planning on going to another party, planning to meet Chris there. Walk. It was only four blocks. She’d walk, think, and hopefully get her wits about her in the mean time.

 

After a few moments she heard a car come near her at a slow crawl. Trying to look back without really looking, she caught a glimpse of Nick’s car. Damn. Good. What was he doing? Before she knew it, tires squealed and he was gone. Damn. Good. What was she doing? No, Ciara. Not tonight. You’ll both get hurt.

 

She kept walking, having a nice private conversation with herself when she heard tires squealing again. They sounded the same. Turning to the sound this time, she watched as the car approached her side of the street and pulled up next to her. Sighing, she stopped and turned to the window as it lowered from the inside.

 

“Get in.”

 

******~~~~~~******~~~~~~


“Where are we going?”

 

“Where do you want to go?”

 

Her eyes questioned, her mouth said nothing. What was happening?

 

He looked to her almost apologetically. He didn’t know either, but he couldn’t stop it now. It was too late. “I’m sorry, Cici…I just…” He looked down afraid he’d probably just made a horrendous mistake.

 

She gently lifted his chin and turned his face to hers. So close. She could smell the tequila on his breath and it was more intoxicating than the actual liquor had been. “Just drive.” She leaned in and kissed his lips. So damned soft. “My house is fine. You remember the way?”

 

Without another word, he put the car in drive and began the familiar road to Ciara’s home. He’d been there many times before, although it had been awhile. After a brief silence, she had to ask. “So, uh, where’s the little woman?”

 

Nick sighed, never taking his eyes off the road. Always the smart ass. “It’s Erika. She’s obviously found someone else to play with tonight.”

 

“So am I your new play thing? Is that what this is about?”

 

Silence fell as his grip tightened on the steering wheel. Now it was her turn to look downcast. Nice move, Ci…idiot.

 

He took a deep breath before answering. “Don’t. Don’t do this, Ci. Just, let’s just let it happen, okay?” Even without looking at her, she could see that his eyes, his voice, his actions were saying things they’d never said to her before. She wasn’t sure what she was reading. It couldn’t be desire. He had Erika and he was Nick Carter for God’s sake. If it was pure desire, he could go back in the bar, rip her out of the hands of the other man and have the fuck of his life. Nope. Not desire. Maybe it was need. Could it be? What in the world could she offer that Nick of all people, might need?

 

“Sorry. I’m just… This is strange…something’s…” She sighed at her sudden lack of command over the English language. “I’m scared, I guess.”

 

They came to a traffic light and he finally turned to look at her. “Yeah, I know. But I couldn’t let you walk out tonight.” His sigh equaled hers. There was something in the air tonight and it was only present with her. He liked it. He didn’t want to waste it. “That’s all I’ve got. Can we just leave it at that for now?”

 

Yep. It was need. And that was okay. She needed to be needed right now anyway. Mutual need. Mutual trust. “Yeah, we’ll leave it at that.” She offered a shy smile before sitting back in her seat and closing her eyes. Terrified. Excited. Horny as all hell. In her mind, she replayed the way his hair shone in the lights of the city, the way his eyes danced in the reflection of hers. Yeah, need was good. Comfort was good.

 

Nick was good.

 

The rest of the drive went without words. Her hand spent the time resting on his thigh, sometimes taunting him, sometimes just a nice, benign massage. He liked it. As he pulled into her drive the atmosphere changed. A combination of teenaged anticipation and adult knowledge of what was to come. Before he turned to get out of the car, he leaned in to kiss her. Softly, gently, lovingly. The beginning to a dream? If so, she did not want to wake up.

 

******~~~~~~******~~~~~~

 

Ciara bent over to retrieve her hidden key from under the bush at the corner of her house. He smacked her ass and ran for the door, knowing she’d have some sort of playful response. “Oh, you gonna play that way, Carter?” She stood up straight and instead of chasing him, she slowly, sexily made her way to the front door. “You’d better be a good boy tonight or it’ll be a lot lonelier than you imagined.” As she slid by him, she gingerly ran the key along his crotch line on her way to unlocking the door.

 

He moaned at her subtle touch and said nothing, afraid he’d be embarrassingly incoherent. Ciara finally got the door open and she reached in to dim the lights as they entered. Nick took the key from her hand and tossed it aside, as he forcefully kissed her, pushing her back against the door, closing it tightly. Her hands made their way over his shoulders, into his hair, one of the many places she’d wanted her hands since seeing him across the bar. His hands made their way down her body and over her hips as their tongues danced, fought, caressed and loved.

 

She pulled back as much as she could, noticing his hands had left her body and were now on either side of her on the door. She was trapped. Or was she? You were only trapped if you were where you didn’t want to be, right? To test her theory, she gently pushed him away and quickly snuck out from under his arms. Being short has its advantages. She taunted him with her eyes and ran up the stairs to the bedroom, sliding her sandals off on the way.

 

Laughing at her slick move, he pushed back from the door and watched her go, but for a moment. He sure as hell wasn’t going to play too many games. With this woman, he could lose. He was tired of playing, tired of losing, thrilled to finally have an equal in the chase. He took off after her, following her lead, taking off his shoes as he jumped the steps two at a time. “You can’t hide from me, wom-…ooof!”

 

Shoes. Hers. Now he was on the floor and she was on the bed laughing hysterically. “You are so my hero, Nick. Get up and make my dreams come true, big guy.”

 

He turned from his position on all fours and plopped his butt down on the hallway floor laughing at himself. He turned and looked at her in the bedroom smiling as she took great delight in his spill. Damned woman. Finally up on his feet, he leaned against the door frame with her sandals dangling from his fingers.

 

“Yeah, I’m a hero alright. You have a closet for these things?” He picked up his shoes and tossed both pairs by the wall just inside her door.  “Or are you just trying to injure me so we’ll be on a more even ground?”

 

She wanted to retort. Wanted to say something smart. But all she could do was look at him. So fucking sexy. So…god, she wanted him and bad. But it seemed like more tonight. She’d had him before. Numerous times. What was so different this time? Why did she want this time to be special? Why did he have that look in his eye? Why was he walking so goddamned slow? And when was he going to get over here and cover her with…? Yes…cover her with dreams.

 

Okay, he saw the look in her eyes. All jokes aside, this was who he wanted tonight. This was who he had wanted for years, and although he’d had her, he never had her. Maybe tonight would change that. He finally reached the foot of the bed, grabbed her ankles and slowly spun her around. He let go only to give way to the high bedpost, allowing her legs to hang off the side of the bed. He ran a hand through his hair and placed it back on the post, slowly lowering himself to his knees, keeping his eyes in hers the whole time.

 

She thought she was going to jump off the bed right there. When did he learn this crap? How could one year make such a difference? How could he make her squirm, this crazy with just one touch? His necklace caught the soft light in the room and cast a small shine on his face.

 

Perfection. The guy was simply perfection.

 

He finally let go of the bedpost and ran his hands down her body, stopping briefly to brush over her breasts. When he got to her waist, he began to unbuckle her belt and pants licking his lips in anticipation. She mindlessly imitated the action. Before she could think, he was sliding her jeans and panties over her hips and down her legs. Off they came, and he redressed her legs with kisses and licks and suckles all the way back up to his starting point. “God, I missed you so much, Ciara.”

 

Before she could answer, before she could begin to think to answer, he took hold of her ankles again, and set them gently on his shoulders, making her scoot down to the edge of the bed. Kissing his way up her thigh, she finally felt his warm breath, then his tongue on her center. Slowly, softly, gently caressing her, pleasuring her, making her forget everything outside of this moment and time.

 

Other than the occasional moan and shift of the sheets beneath her, there was silence. The giddiness of the moments before had been left behind and they were totally engrossed in each other. Her hands gently massaged his head, running her fingers through his silky hair, not wanting him to stop what he was doing, but somehow wanting more…all of him.

 

She was getting close to the edge and he knew it. This is where the familiarity came into play and neither would have traded it for the world. He pulled back and kissed his way up to her naval, but she whimpered at his absence. He looked up to her and smiled as he gently inserted a finger, then two inside her, stroking her slowly. She moaned softly, but was so quiet. Not typical. He chuckled at that thought and before kissing his way back down from her belly button, he took one more look in her eyes, watching her move in pleasure, feeling her insides react to his touch. “You okay?”

 

“Mmmm?” She finally looked up at him and almost stopped breathing. There was the dream, right in front of her. She took a moment and memorized that face…that look….pure concern for her pleasure. This was new. Not from him, but… She was here…with him, and he knew her and at that moment anyway, she felt beautiful. “Yeah, God, Nick…I’m good…fine…” She gasped quietly and laid her head back on the bed as he smiled back to her, letting his tongue and fingers continue their dance.

 

And dance they did. His fingers worked her slowly, curling up just enough to drive her mad. His tongue and mouth licked, sucked, flicked and toyed with her clit, sometimes trading places with his fingers inside, sometimes just resting and making her pleasure last all that much longer. Before long, her hands pulled out of his hair and she grabbed at the comforter as she tensed and allowed him to take her over the edge he had kept her on for so long. She called out his name as she came, enjoying the ride of her orgasm and the continued warmth of his tongue as he kissed and licked and tasted her. Yeah, she was just fine.

 

******~~~~~~******~~~~~~

 

He rested his head on her thigh as she came down from her orgasm, gently rubbing her stomach, occasionally teasing at her breasts,. As her breathing returned to normal, she ran her hands through his hair, knowing how much he loved it. It calmed him when he was a scared little boy, and comforted him when his heart had been broken, his will had been bruised, his path on life had been altered. Now, it was a touch of…could it be? Yes it could. It was a touch of love. And right now, as nice as it was, it petrified her. She pushed herself up to sit, quietly asking him to stand up.

 

She had to chuckle as he stood, realizing he was still completely clothed, leather jacket and all. And here she was, bottomless, feeling suddenly a bit vulnerable, if not even silly.

 

“What? This is not a time to laugh at me…give me a complex.” He took her hand and pulled her to stand in front of him.

 

“Ah, worry not, Big Guy…you’re just, uh…” she pushed back the jacket from his shoulders, “…a bit overdressed is all.” She couldn’t contain the gasp that left her lips as his shoulders peeked out from the blue leather. A year’s growth on such a young man did amazing things. So did a new tattoo. Sure, she’d seen it in pictures, but…my god. A set of shoulders should not have this kind of power over a woman, should they? As the coat hit the floor, she ran her fingers over the new tattoo, smiling as he closed his eyes and goose bumps covered his body in response to her touch. Her hands ran over his stomach and up his chest, with her fingers catching under the necklace still hanging proudly from his neck. “Oooohhh…there’s only one other place I’d like to see this.”

 

He reached up and brushed her hair from her face, kissing her cheek and working his way to her ear and slowly down her neck to her shoulder. “On you?” He reached around and untied the top of her shirt allowing it to drop forward, exposing her breasts. Now he couldn’t contain his gasp as he saw her again. His dream. His girl. She was always his girl. She just never knew it is all. Before he had a chance to work his kisses lower, she pulled his face back up to hers.

 

“No, not on me, silly.” She continued to work her fingers under the necklace and gently took it off of him, smiling shyly as she turned to the bed post, raised on her tiptoes and carefully placed it over the post allowing it to decorate their bed. Their…bed. She liked that thought. She allowed him to pull her shirt over her head and turned back to him to do the same. “Is that okay? You like it there?”

 

He helped her take off his shirt and as his head reappeared from the fabric, he smiled. The smile that melted her heart. “Yeah, looks perfect. YOU look perfect.” Tossing the shirt to the floor, he finally got his reward. Cupping one breast in his hand, he lowered his head to lick her nipple, moaning as it hardened at his touch. She threw her head back amazed at the things this man could do with his tongue. He worked his way back up to her face, wanting to taste her lips again.

 

When she tasted herself on him from the scene only moments before, she had a sudden urge to push him on the bed and screw him senseless. This slow, almost torturous method was pleasing her just as well. She reluctantly pulled back from his kiss to avoid allowing her body take over her mind and heart. Playful…let’s go playful and make this last a bit longer. Truth was, she didn’t want it to end. Didn’t want him to go home. So…

 

“Turn around. Let’s see this new crap on your back.”

 

He chuckled, and did as asked. “Crap? Body art, my dear…it’s body art.”

 

“Mmmm…since when is a misspelling of the word ‘chaos’ body art?” She ran her fingers down the length of the letters chuckling at them. What a dork for doing this to himself. “My God, Nick it’s huge.”

 

He turned his head back to her and smirked. “Most of the time I hear that from the front.”

 

She gently pushed his face back around. “Shut up, Carter. You’re a pig, you know that?”

 

“Oink, oinnnnnnnnnggggggggg…..GOD…” His knees almost gave out from underneath him as he felt her tongue going over each of the letters on his tattoo…slowly, deliberately. He could distinctly tell which letter she was on, she was being so slow and cautious. He grabbed onto the bedpost for support as she reached the “s” and slowly slithered her tongue down the center of his back, quickly sneaking it under the waistband of his pants…the waistband that was surprisingly loose.

 

While she had worked her way over his tattoo, she had been meticulously undoing his pants. How he never noticed was beyond him, but damn…what a pleasant surprise. “We need to lose these, dear.” She slid her fingers under the waistband of his pants and boxers, lowering them over his hips, pulling the band out to let him finally spring free from confinement. As she lowered his pants, she kissed his backside, thighs and the back of his knees, making him giggle. “More body art on the legs, I see…tsk, tsk, tsk. Step out of these, baby.”

 

Nick did as asked again, kicking his pants to the growing pile. Unable to control this slow painful pace any longer he turned around to take hold of her hands, and pulled her up to stand. He wrapped his arms around her and lowered his lips to hers, letting his tongue run over her bottom lip, over her teeth and slowly snake its way into her mouth to meet with hers. She brought her body in close…as close as she could, moaning at the total skin to skin contact. So soft. So warm. So…hard. She stepped back enough to take hold of his length and began to slowly, firmly stroke him, loving the way he felt, he moved, he grew at her touch.

 

He pulled back from the kiss with a gasp, “Lay down.”

 

She now was the one to do as asked, pushing her way back onto the bed, totally engaged in his eyes for the hundredth time this night. He lowered himself onto her, also enjoying the full body contact…running his hands all over her, spending time with each breast, on her stomach, down each leg…but now…now it was time to make her belong to him. To make him belong to her.

 

He lifted himself up and spread her legs apart with his knee. She reached down to grab at his length again, wanting to feel him here one last time before he disappeared inside her. Their eyes met, their bodies met, and then…their bodies joined. Both moaned at the sense of fulfillment as he entered her completely, slowly moving together in time of their own choosing.

 

She reached up and touched his face, amazed that after all these years of knowing him, his beauty could still take her breath away. And maybe all those years of knowing him was why…she knew him inside out. Even after a year of separation, she knew. And that gave her an insight to a beauty that the rest of the world…all those that clamored for a piece of him…could never get. Such a beautiful, strong, yet vulnerable man.

 

His eyes closed at her touch, wanting to shut out everything but them. Her fingers on his face, her body under his, her legs wrapped around him…squeezing him closer, and…her. Soft, warm, wet, tight. And her…her heart. It was present as much as her body and he had never felt that way before with anyone, including with Ciara. It’d be one or the other. Heart to hearts or good sex. They never crossed before. But now…

 

Now she was lost in the moment. Her eyes had long left his face and Ciara had thrown her head back just taking in the feelings, the sounds they were sharing. He took advantage of her position and covered her neck, chest and breasts with kisses and licks, taking time to play with each nipple, smiling inwardly at the sounds she made at each new touch.

 

And then it happened. They couldn’t take any more. She pulled his face back up to hers, running her hands through his hair again, quickly kissing his cheek and over to his ear, rolling the diamond stud around her tongue for a brief moment. When she had reached his face again her eyes begged…and finally her lips followed.

 

“Nick…please.”

 

He smirked, knowing full well what she wanted. He was there too, but seeing her this gone, this crazed was more of a turn-on than he’d imagined. “Please, what?”

 

“Don’t. God, Nick…just…” His pace had already quickened and he buried his head in her neck wanting to just let it all go, yet wanting it to last all night. “Look at me, baby…I want to see you.”

 

He lifted his head again, stealing a few kisses along the way, and landed in her eyes. With that one look, she cried out his name for the second time that night, totally losing her grip on his arms as her hands smacked the mattress, clenching her legs around him, pulling him deeper inside wanting to feel all of him. Seeing her completely lose control like that, finished him off as well as a sound from deep within his soul cried out and his body trembled inside hers.

 

He collapsed on top of her, again resting his head in the crook her neck, whispering her name in between kisses. She rubbed his back and ran her legs along the length of his, not wanting to move, always wanting him that close, that near. They were satisfied, they were sweaty, they were…confused.

 

What the hell had just happened?

 

******~~~~~~******~~~~~~

 

He finally slid to her side and let her snuggle into his chest, rubbing her hair and shoulders as they settled. His heart continued to race though, not sure of what to say, what to do, what was right. So he just laid still enjoying the quiet of the moment. As did she.

But, the silence became noisy and it was time to move forward. Where to? She snuggled her head into the crook of his chest and arm, finally speaking. “Stay tonight, Nick. Please don’t leave.”

 

He lifted his head from the pillow and looked at her with questioning eyes. He’d never stayed. She’d never stayed. It was an agreement made a few years back. Flirt. Fuck. Flee. The rest was friendship and it worked for them. They were afraid an “over-night” would kill it all, so it never happened. But now? Now things were different anyway. Something had happened this night to change everything.

 

“Please, Nick.” She touched his cheek and ran a finger over his lips. As he kissed its passing, she asked again. “Stay?”

 

“I’m not goin’ anywhere, Cici. I’ll stay.”

 

Now it was her turn to question…to be sure. She lifted her head and scooted up to look into his eyes. They were so dark now. So deep. “I mean it Ciara. I’m done. Done playin’. Done messin’ around. You’re who I’ve been chasing all along anyway. I’m tired of running.”

 

She kissed him softly and snuggled back into his chest again. “I’m tired too, baby. Let’s just rest here.”

 

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