Chapter 36:

 

Revelation

 

The door opened with a resounding smash and Brian sighed, wishing for the millionth time that just once his friend could enter a little more quietly. "Nick," he growled.

 

Ignoring him, Nick sauntered into the room, intently reading a small booklet. He walked over to the chair and slouched into it. He looked up to give Brian a victory grin. "Got it!" he crowed. "I completed all the levels." Brian gave him a confused look and Nick tossed him the guide. He glanced at it quickly, suddenly realizing what Nick was talking about. A sudden pang of jealously shot through him, envious that Nick has so much leisure time.

 

"You couldn’t wait for me?" he grumbled.

 

Nick rolled his eyes and shrugged. "I can never find you. What were you doing today?" Nick watched, curious, wondering if he saw Brian blush.

 

Brian turned away from his friend, suddenly interested in locating a misplaced tennis shoe. "Nothing," he mumbled.

 

Nick, familiar with Brian’s mannerism of being evasive, sat up intrigued. "Okay," he said. "Now I’m really interested. What’s up with you?"

 

"Something was definitely up with Brian, only Claire took care of that, didn’t she?" Nick turned to see AJ grinning, standing by the door. He came in and sat next to Nick, giving him a wink and a nudge.

 

Brian having found his lost shoe pointed it at AJ, shaking it threateningly. "Don’t," he said with a warning frown.

 

"Don’t what?" All three turned to see Howie and Kevin entering the room, their hands full of Cokes and bags of chips. They tossed the extras to Nick, AJ and Brian. Howie stood near Brian, taking a sip of Coke, his eyes questioning.

 

"Dear God, doesn’t anyone here respect privacy?" fumed Brian, yanking the metal tab from his drink. Nick, Kevin, Howie, and AJ glanced back and forth at each other.

 

"Nope," they answered in unison.

 

Brian gave an exaggerated sigh. "Didn’t think so. Well go ahead, AJ. I know you’re dying to tell them."

 

That was all the permission AJ needed. He jumped up theatrically, placing his arms around Brian’s shoulders. "Bri did the nasty with Claire!" AJ gave whoop of victory, pumping his fist into the air. Brian cringed, watching with some trepidation for the guys’ reactions.

Nick, his hand halfway to his mouth with a chip, froze. "Claire, you mean AJ’s Claire?"

 

AJ nodded proudly. Nick looked unhappily at Brian and AJ. "Wait a minute. You mean to tell me Claire was here, and nobody told me?" He looked at all four, waiting for an explanation, but Kevin butted in.

 

"Hey, does she still have the hots for me?" AJ nodded and Kevin smiled contentedly. "Too bad I’m taken," he commented jokingly and AJ laughed.

 

"That’s exactly what she said."

 

"Hey," complained Nick, frustrated, "why didn’t someone let me know?" Kevin, Howie, and AJ completely ignored him, each excitedly talking at the same time about Claire and her talents.

 

"Man, she said I was a freebie, cause I’m so fine!" bragged Howie. AJ swiped a hand half-heartedly in Howie’s direction.

 

"Only because she felt sorry for you, D!"

 

Howie made a face back, arguing the merits of himself over AJ and Kevin’s loud boasts of who was a better lover. Nick tried to get anyone attention, irritated at not being informed, and Brian watched them all with astonishment, a smile beginning to form as he tried to listen to all four argue simultaneously, not one comment being thrown Brian’s way. He shook his head in amusement, wondering why he worried. These were his friends, his brothers, competitive as hell, and he should have know that when it came to talent, games, or sex, no one could admit to being a loser.

 

Brian took another sip of his Coke, enjoying the comraderie of his friends. He watched AJ mimic some sort of crazy thing he had done with Claire, the others roaring with jeers of disbelief; viewed Kevin, whose was still bragging to anyone who would listen about Claire’s uncontrolled lust for him; saw Nick wave his arms at Howie, complaining that he wasn’t a kid anymore and shouldn’t be treated as such; and looked as Howie, ever patient, trying to calm Nick down with promises of "next time."

 

Brian’s memory took him back to when they were barely starting out, the good times and not so good times they had all experienced together. The five had stuck it out, solid as ever, and as he watched them an anguish so intense that it made him want to weep washed over him. He turned away, unable to watch anymore. Tonight, right now, they were the Backstreet Boys, and he wanted to remember them that way. Tomorrow, it would be the beginning of the end.

 

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