Chapter 23
"Picture time!"
A bright voice shouted, a moment before a flash went off.
Brian helped AJ up off
the floor before turning to the source of the voice, "thanks, Jessica, I'm
sure the world will love seeing AJ on top of me like that."
"Well, some people
will," she grinned, and turned the camera on Nick. "Smile,
Nicky."
Nick sat down next to
Jessica nearly dropped
the camera when she saw who Nick was posing with, but she took the picture just
the same, before asking, "
"Hey Jess,"
"What the hell, I
mean, what are you doing here?" She asked, the camera in her hands
forgotten as she stared at
"I'm, um, I'm…"
"
"A friend,"
Jessica said in disbelief.
"My
girlfriend," Nick corrected, with a grin.
Jessica's mouth couldn't
open any wider, as she continued to stare at them. "Ok…"
"Time to head
out," Kevin called, waving at the group. "Showtime."
"You want me to show
you where we go to watch?" Jessica asked sweetly, smiling at
"Sure,"
"You'll love
it," Nick told her confidently, kissing her forehead. "I'll see you
out there."
"You bet." One
more quick kiss on her head and
"So, how long have
you been dating Nick?" Jessica asked curiously.
"Does Andy
know?"
"Of course,"
"Oh," Jessica's
nose went into the air as they continued to walk. "He hasn't mentioned it
to me."
"Well, under the
circumstances…."
"I can't be
trusted?" Jessica said angrily, frowning from ear to ear. "I work for
them, Tara, you didn't really think I wouldn't find out?"
"I didn't tell him
specifically not to tell you, Jess, but UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES he agreed not
to tell anyone!"
She rolled her eyes.
"You wouldn't understand."
"Try me."
Jessica sighed, and
stopped in front of a door. "Our seats are through here."
"Try me,"
"Just,
"I'm sorry,"
"Right," Jessica
rolled her eyes. "My boyfriend lies to me because of them, Andy lied to
me, and you could be flat out lying to me right now too. I can't trust
anyone."
"Your
boyfriend?"
"He works for them
too, ok?" Jessica's eyes narrowed, and she frowned. "Do you think
they have any idea how many lies are told to protect their precious little
lives?"
"What?"
"I'm not talking
about that. What I'm talking about has been going on for years, long before
they started getting threats. All the lies told because of them."
"I still think
you're overreacting, Jess, it's not like they intentionally…"
"Oh, forget
it," Jessica brushed off
Jessica snorted, "oh
that sounded so convincing,
"I care about him,
what more do you want me to say?"
"We should head out
to our seats," Jessica opened the door, and waved her out. "Let me
give you one piece of advice, ok? If you're going to hang around these guys?
Get a lot better at lying, and learn not to care so much."
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After the show, they
returned to their hotel room, and she watched sadly as Nick shuffled into the
room, gingerly sitting down on the couch. "Are you in pain?" She
asked softly, sitting down next to him.
"I'll be ok,"
Nick replied just as softly, shifting around until he found a comfortable
position to sit in. "I just get a little sore from moving around like
that. All the thrusting and stuff, I forget to be careful."
"All that thrusting
is amazing,"
"You liked that, did
you?" Nick asked, grinning at her flustered reaction. "So you
did." He ran a hand through her hair, and kissed her forehead with a
giggle. "I'm glad you did."
"Me too," she
murmured, staring into his eyes. What the hell was going on between them? He
talked like they were a couple and yet… She bit her lip when he kissed her
again on the forehead, before getting up. "Where are you going?"
"I need a
shower," Nick replied, pulling his shirt away from his body. "I'm all
sweaty."
"Maybe I like
sweaty,"
"Well, then, you'll
just have to get me sweaty again," Nick shot back, grinning from ear to
ear. "I'll be back in a few, get comfortable, ok?"
"Ok."
She laughed when sure
enough, there was a message from Andy, wanting to know all about the night's
show.
"I guess you've
learned how to lie, huh, Jess,"
Hear me out, you must
know
What he's all about
He's just a player in
love.
This must come to an end
"What's wrong?"
"Sorry," he
walked over and took the phone from her, holding it to his ear. "Dial
tones scare you?"
She shook her head
slowly, feeling her heart pounding in her chest. "I was listening to my
answering machine. He called again."
"Again?" Nick
asked, his eyes growing wide when she didn't reply. "
"I didn't want you
to worry," she replied, brushing off his arms and walking over to her bag.
"Are you tired? I'm tired. We should go to sleep."
"Not until you tell
me what he said to you," Nick said, his brow furrowing when she ignored
him and began digging through her bag for her nightshirt. "
"It's not
important."
"Of course it's
important!"
Nick grabbed the shirt
away from her, "no you're not!"
"Nick, you know what
this guy does, do you really need to know this?"
"Yes, I do," he
replied evenly, holding the shirt over his head. "Now tell me, or you're
sleeping naked."
Nick shrugged, and
grinned. "Maybe, but I'd rather you did it by choice. Now tell me."
"He did what he
always does, he sang a song to me,"
"What song?"
"Shirt."
"What song?"
Nick repeated, staring down at her. "Or I'm keeping the shirt."
"Get Another
Boyfriend,"
"Oh," Nick's
face fell, and he handed her the shirt, sighing heavily. "Maybe you should
sleep in that after all."
"Nick…"
"Forget it," he
waved off her concern, and shook his head. "I'm gonna go get into bed, I'm
suddenly feeling really tired too. There's another bedroom, I guess you should
probably sleep in there."
"I need to figure
out how to sleep alone, right?" He asked, before walking away, not waiting
for a reply. "Well, no time like the present."
"But…Nick?"
She quickly changed in
the bathroom, and returned to the main room of the suite, calling goodnight to
Nick through his door. She didn't expect a reply, and didn't receive one
either, rolling her eyes at the closed door. What in the world was going
through his mind…
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"I couldn't
sleep," Nick explained, patting the chair and gesturing for her to join
him.
"Neither could
I," she sat down between his legs, smiling when he wrapped his arms around
her waist and pulled her back to rest against his chest. "So, why couldn't
you sleep?"
"Was thinking,"
he said softly, running his hands through her hair.
"About?"
"Reasons why you'd
need another boyfriend."
Nick sighed, and bit his
lip, looking at her sadly. "What would you think if I told you I had a
relationship with a man? It's long over, but once, I did."
"Really?"
"Really."
Nick looked into her eyes
for a moment, before taking a deep breath. "I think some girls would hate
me for it."
"Why? So you're
bisexual, Nick, it doesn't change who you are,"
"The only other
reason I could think of why you'd need another boyfriend…."
"Is?"
Nick shuddered, and his
arms tightened around her. "If I was dead."
"You don't think
that's what this creep is thinking?"
"Probably, but you
don't have to agree with him."
"I guess," Nick
continued to stare into her eyes, before sighing heavily. "I've never
fallen this hard before, you know," he confessed softly.
"What?"
"For you," he
explained, cupping her face in his hand. "I feel like, just as things got
so good between us, things went so bad."
"I don't fall like
this either, Nick,"
"Still?"
"What do you mean,
still?"
Nick kissed her forehead,
"I mean, given everything that's happened, have you still fallen for
me."
"I told you, Nick, I
love you, that doesn't go away."
"But, how can
you," Nick bit his lip, before turning away, tears brimming his eyes.
"How can you find me attractive after what you did?"
"You're talking
about…"
"The dildo you
pulled out of my ass, yeah," he said angrily, getting up off the chair and
walking to the railing, staring out into the distance. "How can I not
disgust you now?"
"Nick, that wasn't
your fault,"
"No, I'm not,"
he said sadly. "I wish I was…"
"To me you
are."
Nick turned to look down
at her, his brow furrowing. "So if I kissed you now, you wouldn't pull
away?"
"I didn't know if
you still, after everything…"
"Oh," he smiled
down at her, his blue eyes twinkling.
"Nick, will
you,"
"Will I what?"
Nick asked, his hands running down her back to her rear, and pulling her close
to him.
"Make love to
me?"
Nick's grin spread from
ear to ear, and he bent down and captured her lips in another earth shattering
kiss before replying. "Yes."
Nick's expression grew
sad, and he shook his head slowly, "no."
"You're not ready,
are you."
"I don't know if I
can,
"I'm not going
anywhere,"
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