Chapter 4
We all made our way to Brian's
hospital room. I saw all the guys stop at the door of Brian's room.
"We have to be strong for brian
guys" Howie said as they walked into Brian's room. I stayed outside,
trying to hold my tears back. Part me wanted to go in so I could be by his side
but the other part didn't want to see Brian the way he is. I leaned up against
the wall, only finding myself on the ground the next minute. I got up and found
myself in Brian's room. I took a deep breath and slowly made my way towards
Brian's bed, closing my eyes, afraid to see the way he looked. I opened them
seconds later. Brian was pale, he had IV's coming from his arms and had a heart
monitor attached to him. I looked over to my right and saw the guys crying,
trying to hold there tears back but were unsuccessful. I looked back to Brian,
it looked like he was in a painful sleep, trying to awake from it but cant
escape. I felt cold fresh tears sliding down my cheeks. Why did he have to go
through this pain? I wiped my cheeks. I saw a nurse come into the room and tell
the guys that visiting time was over. They got up and said there goodbyes to
Brian and left. I walked closer to his bed, wishing I could sit but knowing I
would fall through. I looked around the room as I heard someone say my name. I
looked around and saw Brian staring at me.
"I thought you were dead"
Brian said as he sat up in bed.
"I am" I said as I saw tears
forming in Brian's eyes.
"Then how can I see you?"
Brian asked as the tears slid down his cheeks.
"I don't know Brian, I guess its
like some sort of bond thing of something" I said as Brian looked up at
me.
"Why did you rush to that meeting
the night you died?" Brian asked as I concentrated on sitting in the chair
nearest to his bed.
"I wanted to show you guys I
could be responsible and for one day in my life I didn't want to hear Kevin
yelling at me" I said as I successfully sat in the chair, Happy I could
finally sit down.
"You know he didn't mean it
Nick" Brian said as the tears stop flowing down his cheeks.
"I know he didn't, I heard him
talking to me after I died" I said as I heard Brian yawn.
"Why are you stuck on
earth?" Brian asked as he yawned again.
"I don't know but I think you
should get some rest." I said as I stood up.
"Your gonna come back
right?" Brian asked me.
"Of course I will, now get some
rest" I said.
"Goodnight" Brian said as I
saw him close his eyes.
"Goodnight Bri" I said as I
walked out of his room. I walked down the hall looking for something to do
until morning came. I walked through a door that lead to a church. I knelt down
in one of the pews, I put my hands together and started to pray. I was
surprised I was actually praying cause it's not everyday you would see me in a
church, praying. First I prayed for Brian, hen I asked god why he was doing
this to me but unfortunately, I didn't get no answer like I expected.
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