Part 1:
Beef Jerky and Mountain Dew
"Okay, you know that
you are never going to wear those.”
"No, I don’t know
that.” Nick tugged on the pair of black
cowboy boots, running his hand over the obnoxious tooling on the sides.
Brian leaned in a little
closer to inspect, coming to the conclusion that the design was a large bird of
some sort. "In twenty-two years,
you have never had the need to buy a pair of cowboy boots. What would make you think you’d need a pair
now?"
Nick shoved Brian back in
his seat and stood up, stomping his foot the rest of the way into the boots,
while the salesman looked on behind them.
Catching the salesman’s
eye, Nick smiled, letting the guy take his cue to come forward and gush. "Those look so fabulous on you! I can’t believe you have never owned a pair
of cowboy boots. It’s definitely a good
look for you!"
Nick looked at Brian with
an “I told you so” smirk. Brian just
rolled his eyes.
Nick clomped over to the
full-length mirror, admiring the boots from all angles. The salesman hovered over his shoulder like a
little ghoul, smiling his approval.
Sitting back in his chair, Brian folded his arms over his chest and
laughed.
"I have to say,
Nicky, I especially like them with the shorts.”
Nick slapped the palms of
his hands on his long, multi-colored, Hawaiian shorts. "I’m gonna start a new trend, bro.”
"I don’t think ugly
will ever be in," Brian said under his breath, but loud enough for Nick to
hear.
The salesman seemed
appalled by their exchange and turned his back on Brian. "Sir," he said, placing a hand on
Nick’s shoulder, "you know that you make the clothes; the clothes
don’t make you. With your good looks and
build, you could pull off the retro Hawaiian cowboy look.” Brian could tell the guy was freaking out at
the thought of losing the commissions on Nick’s $7,000 impulse purchase.
"I completely
agree," Nick replied with a grin, once more checking himself out in the
full-length mirror. "Maybe I should
get a pair for my friend, in case he changes his mind?" Nick waggled his eyebrows at the salesman,
and the salesman raised his own eyebrows in response.
"I don’t think that’s
such a bad idea, sir. I mean, he will be
kicking himself in the morning if he passes up these great, one-of-a-kind
shoes.”
"If they’re one of a
kind, then how can Nick possibly buy a pair for me and a pair for
himself?" Brian shifted in the plush, velvet chair, ignoring the gorgeous
blonde who had taken a seat beside him to try on a pair of outrageous red
stilettos.
"Well, you see, sir,
every boot from this company is one of a kind. So these are the only pair like
this…" He waved a hand towards
Nick’s boots like he was Vanna White on Wheel of
Fortune. "But we have another
gorgeous pair of boots with a similar bird on the side in red.”
"Oh my God.” Brian slouched down low in his seat as the
salesman knelt down and dragged from a box a pair of scarlet red cowboy boots
with a giant bird on the side, just like Nick’s black boots. Both Nick and the salesman had huge smiles
pasted on their faces as the guy dragged off one of Brian’s Timberland boots
and proceeded to jam the ugly red creation on his foot.
Twenty minutes later,
Brian and Nick walked out of the store in their matching cowboy boots onto
Rodeo drive.
“We look cool,” Nick said,
swinging the bag that held his old shoes by his side.
“We look like two rejects
from a porno movie,” Brian replied, picking up his pace to the car.
“You act like that’s a bad
thing,” Nick replied. “Besides, speak
for yourself, man. Maybe you
would be rejected, but I would be a shoe-in to star in one of those.”
Stopping, Brian sat down
on the sidewalk, oblivious to the stares of the shoppers around him, and pulled
off the red boots, dropping them to the pavement. Then he pulled his Timberlands out of the bag
and proceeded to tug them on with an irritated sigh. “You can be such an idiot sometimes,” he
said, jamming the boots into the bag, just as a woman in head-to-toe red
leather with silicone everything dropped a dollar bill at Brian’s feet and kept
on walking.
“If I’m such an idiot,
then how come you’re the one on the ground that people are tossing money at
like you’re a bum or something?”
Picking up the dollar
bill, Brian stuffed it in his pants pockets and stood up, slinging the bag with
the cowboy boots at Nick. “Here, take
your stupid porno boots.”
“Here, take your stupid
porno boots,” Nick mocked with a
laugh, following in step behind Brian towards the car. “Besides, that’s just all the more pairs of
cool boots for me.”
Brian grabbed his keys
from his pocket and pointed them at the sleek, black BMW at the curb. Two beeps, and the car unlocked. Nick pulled open the passenger door and slung
his two bags over the front seat into the back seat and then climbed in. Brian walked around the car and climbed in
the driver’s side, slamming the door shut behind him.
“God, you are always in
such a sour mood.” Nick pulled his door
shut as Brian pushed the master control to lock the doors. “I was just having some fun.”
“Yeah, $14,000 worth of
stupid fun. I swear, you don’t think
sometimes. Do you have any idea how long
it takes some people to make $14,000, and you just flush it down the toilet on
two pairs of dorky-ass boots that will end up in the back of your closet,
gathering dust.”
“One pair was for you,”
Nick said in a pouty voice.
Throwing the car into drive,
Brian peeled out from the curb and flipped a U-turn, heading up towards Beverly
Hills.
They wound up through the
hills, past the incredible homes with even more incredible histories. It was hard to imagine the way life used to
be here, with all of the famous movie stars, directors, and film producers that
had once inhabited the glorious mansions.
Brian had been living in Beverly Hills for almost a month, in a rented
home that had once belonged to Frank Sinatra.
When he called his real estate agent and asked her to find him a place
to rent while he was in California, he never dreamed it would the house of a
great legend. He said yes before the
monthly rental price was even out of his agent’s mouth.
It seemed so strange to be
here without Leigh. Their time off they
had always tried to spend together, being their own little “family.” But this time it was different. They were at a crossroads.
After the tour had ended,
Brian wanted to work on his own dreams for once and not the dreams of the group. He wanted to work on a solo album of his
own. Something mellow and beautiful,
full of songs he had written with his wife in mind. And he also wanted to start a family. Leigh had been putting him off for awhile
now, saying she wanted to have time together as husband and wife before they
introduced a baby into the mix. And
Brian had agreed.
But as more and more time
passed, he began to get more baby-hungry, and Leigh had begun to get less
baby-hungry. She talked more about her
career then a family, and when she had come to Brian with the idea of taking a
six-month acting workshop in New York, Brian knew that his dreams of a bunch of
little rugrats running around the house was all but over.
They fought about it for
almost three solid days. Neither one of
them slept, instead opting for loud yelling matches that lasted all night. And in the end, Leighanne had taken up
residence in the guest cottage in the back of their house, and Brian had made
reservations for two tickets to California, hoping that a little time away for
them would do the marriage good.
He presented the tickets
to her one morning, on a tray with eggs, toast and jam, and a rose in a crystal
vase. She looked so beautiful and
natural sleeping in the guest bed, her blonde hair fanned out on the pillow and
no makeup on her face. Fluttering her
eyes open. she seemed more put out that
he was standing there than happy to see him.
Placing the tray over her lap, she went immediately for the tickets.
“What are these?”
“I thought we could use
some time away. Maybe we could go to the
spa in Palm Springs. Do a little golfing
and sleep late everyday. Try to get our
marriage back on track?” He sat down on
the bed beside her and took her hand into his.
“I love you, and I know we can make this all work out. The baby, your career, my career.”
She pulled her hand away,
shaking her head. “You just don’t get
it, do you? I don’t want to have a
baby. Not now and maybe not ever. I have wanted to be an actress for as long as
I can remember, and I feel like I am really making progress, and I am not going
to screw that up by having a baby.”
Brian stood up, a hurt
look in his eyes. “Don’t you love me
anymore?” he asked, tears welling up in his eyes.
“Yes, yes, I love you, Brian,”
she said, picking up the tray and moving it to the other side of the bed. “I just don’t love us.”
The words hit him like a
blow to his face. His heart pounded in
his chest, and his hands began to slightly shake.
Leighanne rolled over and
opened the drawer to the nightstand, pulling out what looked like an airplane
ticket. “Brian, I am going to New York,
to that acting workshop. They have a
place reserved for me, and I already bought my plane ticket.”
“Okay, fine, that is
fine. Then we’ll go to New York
together.” Brian was talking fast. He felt like his life was slipping away from
him, and he was trying desperately to hang on.
“Forget California, forget a baby for now. We can talk about it again after the
workshop. We’ll just go to New York
and…”
“Not we,” she cut in. “I’m going to go to New York, and I
think you should go to California. We
need some time apart.” She held out his
plane tickets to him. “You go your way,
and I will go mine, and in six months, we can figure out what happens
next.”
When he didn’t take the
tickets, she sat forward and took his hand, pushing the tickets into his open
palm. “Please, Brian, let’s not make
this any more difficult than it already is.
Just take the tickets.” His hand
curled around them as they stared into one another’s eyes. “It’s for the best.”
And so that was what had
happened. Leighanne had gone to New
York, and Brian had gone to Beverly Hills, taking up residence in Frank
Sinatra’s old pad, which somehow seemed kind of fitting given the
circumstances. Old Frank had had a few
rocky marriages in his time, one that worked out and three that didn’t. Brian wondered if his odds would be any
better.
Pulling up to the gold,
iron gates with the swirling "S" for Sinatra, Brian rolled down his
window and started to punch the numbers into the security key pad to open the
gates that lead up the drive to the house.
"I want some beef
jerky and a Mountain Dew," Nick said, kicking one of his booted legs up
onto the dashboard.
"Huh?" Brian
turned to look at Nick to see if he was serious.
"You heard me. I want some beef jerky and a Mountain Dew.”
"Well, you know there
isn’t any beef jerky in the house, and the only drinks I have are Coke, water,
and milk.”
"So let’s go and get
me some jerky and a Dew.”
"Go get yourself some
jerky and a Dew, you dork.”
"But we’re already in
the car, Bri. All you have to do is put
it in reverse, back up, and drive until we find someplace that has beef jerky
and Mountain Dew.”
"In Beverly Hills,
that could take forever. We would have
to go down more into the city.”
"Bri," Nick
whined, kicking his other leg up onto the dash.
"I’m not getting out of this car until I have beef jerky and
Mountain Dew.”
They sat there staring at
each other, neither one blinking, as Brian’s face turned three shades of red
with irritation.
"Fuck, Nick. You know, you piss me off sometimes.” Throwing the car into reverse, Brian backed
out into the street, not noticing the smile that Nick was trying to hide under
his hand.
"Oh hell, Brian, I
piss you off all the time. Why should
today be any different?"
Turning out onto the
street, Brian jerked the car into drive and headed back down towards the city
without a word.
***
Nick fiddled with the
radio station, stealing glances at Brian out of the corner of his eye. They hadn’t spoken in almost three months,
when Nick got the call one Saturday afternoon, almost three weeks ago.
"Hey Nick, how are
you?"
"I’m good, how about
you?"
"I’m good. I’m spending a little time in California.”
"Oh yeah? That’s cool.
You and Leighanne taking a little vacation?"
There was a long pause on
Brian’s end, and Nick thought he had lost the connection when Brian spoke
again.
"Hey, do you think
you might have some spare time to come out here and keep me company? I’m renting this great house in Beverly
Hills.”
Nick sat up in bed,
glancing over at the redhead sleeping beside him. What the hell was her name again? He’d picked her up at the club the night before. They’d danced until 2:00 a. m. and then she had spent the night with him at
his place.
"Yeah, sure, I
haven’t got anything going on. Do you
think that Leigh will mind?"
"No, she won’t
mind. She isn’t here.” Brian didn’t go into details, and Nick
didn’t press.
"So just call me back
on my cell with your flight info, and I’ll pick you up at the airport.”
"Okay, bro, I’ll talk
to you later.”
Dial tone.
Rolling over, Nick tapped
the sleeping redhead on the shoulder.
"Hey," he whispered, trying desperately to remember her
name. Katie… Kelly… Kimmy… "Hey you.” He poked her again and waited while she
moaned and opened her eyes. "Hey,
you have to go now. I’m going out of
town.”
***
Walking up the terminal
concourse, Nick spotted Brian right away.
He was leaning against the wall in a faded blue baseball cap, a t-shirt,
and baggy jeans, holding a sign with the word "CARTER" scrawled
across it in big bold letters. They both
laughed, exchanging hugs and hard slaps on the back.
"God, man, I am so
glad you’re here," Brian said into Nick’s shoulder.
Pulling back, Nick looked
into Brian’s bloodshot eyes and knew something was wrong. He was pale and thinner and looked like he
hadn’t slept in weeks. But he knew Brian
well enough not to pry. Brian would talk
about things when he was ready. So Nick
filled the silences with stupid chatter and tried his best to make his old
friend smile.
It wasn’t until the end of
their first week hanging out together that Brian finally confessed that he and
Leighanne were separated. They were in
the middle of a heated game of poker when Brian broke down and started to
cry. Nick sat there, not knowing what to
do or say, as Brian poured out the whole story.
He had never seen Brian cry like that before. And Nick didn’t know how to give advice on
this subject. He had never been in love
with a girl so deep that it was painful when she left him. And he certainly didn’t know what it was like
to be married and share that kind of bond with anyone. His mind quickly went through all the things
that people said in the movies…
"Good riddance.”
"You’re better off
without her.”
"She doesn’t
deserve you.”
But none of them seemed to
work for this particular situation; Brian’s life wasn’t a movie. So in the end, Nick said nothing. He just scooted his chair over beside Brian’s
chair and pulled him into a big, awkward bear hug, offering Brian the only
thing he could think of. A shoulder to
cry on.
***
This morning, Nick had
tried to think of something fun to do to get them out of the house where they
had been holed up for three weeks, playing video games, swimming, and watching
movies on cable. He knew that Brian
wouldn’t want to go clubbing, and strip bars were out of the question, so he
had come up with the next best thing.
Shopping. But Brian had been in a
foul mood since the early morning phone call he had gotten from Leighanne. He hadn’t told Nick what they had discussed,
but Nick knew it wasn’t good when Brian had come down the stairs, car keys in
hands, growling, "Let’s go, I haven’t got all day.”
Nick picked Rodeo Drive
for their spree, but Brian just wasn’t in the mood. He had lagged behind all day and was merely
content to sit in the chairs in the stores while Nick tried things on or
flirted with the sexy sales girls at some of the more trendy stores. The boots had been a joke to get Brian’s mood
out of the gutter, but all it had seemed to do was piss him off more. So now Nick had come up with the beef jerky
and Mountain Dew idea to keep them out of the house and away from the phone,
where Leighanne might call him back and make things even worse.
***
Two hours later and many
miles out of Beverly Hills, and they were still driving around, looking for a
place that sold what Nick craved. They
had found places that had Mountain Dew or places that had beef jerky, but none
that had them both stocked at the same time.
The last place they went, Nick told them that he wanted a twenty-ounce
Mountain Dew, not a sixteen-ounce. Brian
was so mad, he had screamed profanities at Nick on the way back out to the BMW,
throwing his car keys at Nick’s head and missing by an inch.
"Why can’t you just
get the fucking Mountain Dew at one place and the beef jerky at the
other!" he shouted, pointing a finger at Nick as he stooped to retrieve
the keys from the ground.
"It’s just not the
same. I want a twenty-ounce Mountain Dew
and a pack of peppered beef jerky from the same place so I can eat them
together.”
"OH MY GOD!"
Brian screamed as he walked over to Nick, snatching the keys from his
hand. Climbing back into the BMW, Brian
started to back out before Nick was even all the way in the car. Pulling his foot in, Nick grabbed onto the
door and pulled it shut as Brian peeled out and headed west. "One more place, Carter. That’s it.
I am not driving any further. If
the next place doesn’t have it, then too bad.”
Twenty minutes down the
road, Brian spotted a tiny gas station on the corner. Cutting across oncoming traffic, he rolled up
into a parking stall and jammed the car in park, leaving it running.
"Okay, I am going in
there alone, and I am going to get you Mountain Dew and beef jerky. If they don’t have Mountain Dew and beef
jerky, than I am getting you Coke and Twinkies.
If they don’t have Coke and Twinkies, then I am getting you freaking
root beer and a ham sandwich. Whatever I
bring out of there, you will drink it and eat it, and you will shut the hell up
and like it, do you understand?"
Nick opened the glove box
and pulled out his sunglasses, popping them onto his face with a smile. "You betcha, buddy. I read you loud and clear.” Nick jumped as Brian climbed out and slammed
the door shut behind him, stomping inside the gas station with a scowl on his
face.
Smiling to himself, Nick
leaned forward and fiddled with the radio, finding an old Run DMC song that
reminded him of being a little kid.
Settling back in the seat, he closed his eyes and mouthed the words.
It was about five minutes later
that the passenger door to the car opened.
"So, what’s the
verdict? Sprite and Ding Dongs?"
Nick asked with a small laugh.
Brian didn’t answer him.
Opening his eyes, Nick
looked over and did a double take. The
person standing in the passenger door was wearing a black t-shirt and black
Levis. Brian hadn’t been wearing
black? Pushing his sunglasses up on his
head, Nick sat forward just as the person knelt down.
"You’re not Brian.”
"That’s right, Pardner," the guy said, looking down at Nick’s cowboy
boots. "I like your boots.”
The guy had black, greasy
hair that was slicked back on his head, a bushy black mustache, and dark, angry
eyes. Nick’s eyes flashed to the front
of the gas station, searching for any signs of Brian coming out.
"Your friend is still
looking for your drink," the guy said, licking his dry, cracked lips. "Did you hear what I said to you?"
Nick shook his head, his
eyes darting around for help.
"I said I like your
boots.”
Nick tried to reach for
the door handle to pull the door closed, but the guy blocked his reach and
pushed him back in his seat.
"I also like your
car.”
Shit, the guy was
carjacking them.
"Look, you can have
the boots, and the car," Nick said nervously, reaching down to tug off one
of the boots.
The guy shoved a hand into
Nick’s chest, pushing him back in the seat.
"You’re right I can have the boots and the car. Now move over behind the wheel. You’re going to drive.”
Nick tried to protest, but
the guy was already moving in on top of him, pushing Nick into the driver’s
seat. Nick’s foot got caught on the open
glove compartment, and he fell forward onto the steering wheel, honking the
horn as he landed awkwardly in the driver’s seat.
"You stupid
motherfucker.” The guy quickly reached
into the waistband of his jeans and pulled out a gun. He pushed the barrel of the gun into Nick’s
left temple so hard, he drove his head into the driver’s side window with a
loud crack. "You try something like
that again, and I will have no problem blowing your brains out all over the
interior of this fine car. Now drive.”
Pulling the car into
reverse, Nick backed out of the parking space, wincing from the pain of his
head hitting the window and wondering if the guy was going to kill him.
***
Just then, Brian came
walking out of the gas station, a twenty-ounce Mountain Dew in one hand and a
bag of peppered beef jerky in the other, watching with confusion as Nick peeled
out onto the main road, leaving him in his dust.
***