Chapter 5

 

So, why hadn’t he called? Sienna wondered as she changed out of work clothes into dinner clothes.  It had been three months since she and Brian had spoken.  He had stayed in Lexington for a week, but he’d never dropped by the shop or called her.

Although, really.  What would you have done if he had called? You’ve got a boyfriend.  Remember Scott? She chided herself.  Although, she was going to break it off with Scott.  Things had gotten pretty bad with him ever since he had gotten laid off.  The military base was under scrutiny by the treasurer of the Armed Forces.  They believed that the base was not as important and, thus, should not be given as much money as it was being given.  Because Scott had only been working there for two years and his post was not as necessary as others, they had let him go.  He was having a hard time finding a job, and Sienna was trying to help him.  But, no matter what she did, it didn’t seem to help him, and he would snap at her.  Her patience was running thin after two months, and she had decided that, tonight, she was going to have to break it off. 

Sienna frowned at herself as she capped the tube of lipstick.  She didn’t love Scott, so, really, it wasn’t going to be that hard for her.  She just hoped he wouldn’t take it badly.

The doorbell rang, and Sienna took a deep breath.  Here we go.

 

            “So, let me get this straight.  The security firm in New York called you to let you know they’ve hired you? And you’re moving out there next month?” Sienna repeated Scott’s excited words.

            Since he had picked her up, Scott had been bouncing with energy, and, once their meals had arrived, he had broken the news to her.

            “I’m just thrilled, Si! I mean, think of the possibilities!” Sienna listened to Scott go on about how he was finally going to start making some sort of living for himself.  As he spoke, his brown eyes gleamed from the excitement.  His usual nervous habit of running his hands through his blond hair was no longer apparent, now that he had been hired.  Suddenly, something he said broke through Sienna’s thoughts.

            “Wait,” she said.  “Did you just say when we move to New York? Who do you mean by we?”

            Scott grinned. “Us, silly. You and me.  We’re going to be living in New York City at this time next month.  Aren’t you excited?”

            Sienna sighed.  “Scott, I’m not going anywhere.  I have a business and family here.  I can’t just pick up and leave.  I don’t want to leave Lexington.  I love it here.  It’s my home.”

            Scott’s smile disappeared.  “So because of your little flower shop and your family, you won’t come with me? Come on, Sienna! You could build a bigger flower shop in New York, with more customers!”

            “But, the thing is, I don’t want to.  I’ve been to New York.  I lived there for four years.  It’s not where I want to be, Scott.  I’m sorry.  But, I don’t think we’re going to work out, either.  I had meant to break it off with you tonight,” she paused, watching his face darken.  “Really, Scott. It’s for the best.  You can go to New York, and I’ll stay here.  We’ll both be happy.”

            “But what if I love you?” he asked angrily.

            Sienna snorted.  “Please.  You don’t love me, and I don’t love you.  We’ve been dating for a year and a half.  If we don’t love each other by now, we don’t have a chance in the future.”

            “Fine,” Scott spat out as he stood and dropped his napkin on the table.  “Have it your way, Sienna.  Have a great life.” And he left.

            “Oh Scott.  Such a clichéd way to go,” she said, shaking her head.  She signaled the waiter and paid for the meals.  Then, grabbing her things, she headed for the kitchens.

            Scanning the kitchen area quickly, she focused in on the person she was looking for and made her way over to the dessert preparation area.

            “Hey, Livvy,” Sienna called out to the dessert chef and the woman she considered her best friend.

            Olivia Taylor looked up from the crème brulée she was creating and grinned at her.  “How’s it going, Si?  Weren’t you on a date with Scott tonight?”

            Sienna sighed as she rolled up her sleeves and washed her hands.  “Yeah, and he got a job in the Big Apple.  But,” she said before Livvy could say anything, “he wanted me to move up there with him.  I said no, and that I thought we would be better off apart.  He blew a gasket and left me to pay for dinner.”

            “The jerk.”

            “Yeah, but, seriously? I didn’t mind paying for it as long as it means I don’t have to deal with his shit again.”

            “True.  Hey, hand me that spatula would you? And then, can you pour the fudge sauce onto that bowl of ice cream?”  Livvy gestured.

            Soon, Sienna had been integrated into the dessert section, but it was easy for her to do because she had done it dozens of times before.  The owner of the restaurant often felt as though he should pay her, but Sienna just laughed and shrugged it off, saying that she already made far too much money.  She considered the dessert making a hobby.

            As she worked, she watched the competent, artistic way Livvy worked with the dessert.  With her jet black hair piled on top of her head, which was sometimes bent over a pie and sometimes over a meringue, and her emerald eyes narrowed, Livvy looked like a an artist.  Which, Sienna supposed, she was.  A gorgeous, bohemian artist, Sienna remembered watching Livvy paint when they were younger.  Olivia had always lived in Lexington, and they had met when Sienna had been visiting her uncles during the summer before second grade.  They’d instantly hit it off and been best friends long-distance ever since.  Sienna could not imagine a life without her best friend, and she knew Liv felt the same.

            At the end of the night, Livvy gave her a ride home, and Sienna sighed as they pulled up to her cottage.

            “Liv? I was thinking about him again,” she murmured.

            “Oh, honey.  Maybe he’s a bastard just like all the other celebrities out there, you know?” Livvy replied, trying to make Sienna happier.

            “Oh, but he wasn’t.  He couldn’t be.  He was so candid, so real.  How could he seem so real and not be?” Sienna wondered, then shrugged.  “Oh well, I’ll get over it.  I mean, really, I don’t know if I’m even romantically interested in him.  I think it’s more of a I want to be his friend because I haven’t been able to talk to a guy so openly—ever.”

            Livvy shook her head.  “Obviously, I’m not a good enough friend if you’re cheating on me behind my back.  Except you told me about him.  Never mind.”

            Sienna chuckled.  “Relax, Liv.  Your friendship’s safe with me.  I’d better go.  Another day at work tomorrow.”

 

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