Chapter 7
It has been two weeks since I got out
of the hospital and moved into Nick's house. Everything was fine here and I
don't know why I ever let him get out of my life. Ever since I started to live
here things were so different. I wanted Nick back so badly words just couldn't
explain how I felt. Everything would have been fine if I would of have gone to
the Christmas Party at Brian's house but I wasn't actually feeling so great
tonight.
"Rach, Are you coming to the
party tonight?" Nick asked me as I sat down at the table.
"Nah, I don't feel to well"
I said as Nick looked at me.
"Why, Brian wants you to come and
so does everyone else" Nick said as I got mad.
"Nick I don't want to go Leave me
Alone!" I yelled as I saw Nick get angry himself.
"I just asked you a damn question
you don't have to blow up in my face"! nick yelled as tears stung the back
of my eyes.
"See, this is why I thought this
would be a bad idea nick, I knew we wouldn't get along cause we didn't get
along when we were together!" I yelled as I ran up the stairs quickly and
into the room Nick had given me to stay in. I layed on my bed and cryed into my
hands, knowing now I would never get to be with Nick ever again.
***
Now It was 4 hours later and the party
at Brian's house had just started, I knew this cause it was 7:05 and it started
at 7. I switched on the tv and watched one of my favorite Christmas movies.
"White Christmas". I sat on
the couch just watching the movie and rubbing my stomach.
"I'm sorry if you don't have a
daddy but that's my fault" I said as I started to talk to the baby that
was growing inside of me, " I'm the one that started the fight the first
time and I started another one, so I doubt me and your daddy will ever be
together again even though that's what I want" I said as I looked to the
kitchen door to see Nick standing there.
"Omygod Nick what are you doing
here?" I asked hoping he didn't hear nothing.
"Well I was in the car and decided
I would spend this Christmas with you" Nick said as he smiled and I smiled
back.
"How much did you hear"? I
asked nervously.
"All of it" Nick said
"I'm sorry Nick for treating you
so badly" I said as Nick put his finger to my lips.
"It's ok Rach, it was really my
fault you were right when I didn't spend enough time with you" Nick said
as he gently kissed me. I kissed him back without even hesitating.
"I love you Rach".
"I loved you too" I said as
Nick put his head on my stomach and listened for the baby kicking since I was 4
months pregnant already. He smiled as he heard it and put his head in my lap
and we watched the movie until we fell asleep in each other arms.
***