Chapter 7

 

He left kitchen. I just stood there, smiling dumbly. Then realized i four hands pulling on my skirt. Looking down, I saw Ashley and Natalie still pulling it insistently.

 

“Mark wanted us to let you know that they were about to leave so if you wanted, you could join them.” Said twins in unison, of course this made them giggle hysterically.

 

“Let’s go girls.” I said taking their hands. I wasn’t sure if i wanted to hang out with 14 year-olds but there was a Chris around. And...I’d taken a big step on my mother subject. Little girls dragged me over to Mark.

 

“Hey Mark, here is Skylar.” Natalie said proud of her success.

 

“Thanx baby.” He said and asked me if i was coming.

 

“I don’t know...what are we gonna do?”

 

“Just hanging out y’know...Come on Sky...maybe we’ll go to Lizard.” He replied

 

“Zackary mostly hangs there...I don’t wanna see him!” i cried. It was the LAST thing i wanted that night.

 

“C’mon...He can’t do anything...You have us.” He pouted.

 

I looked down. He was right. I was living a nun’s life. ‘Just one night’ I thought. ‘Can’t be that bad.’

 

“Ok ok. Count me on.” I gave up. How could i resist my little Mark?

 

“You’re the BEST!” he said happily and placed a little kiss to my lips. Hey! He’s like my little brother, don’t get us wrong!

 

After half an hour i found myself infront of the café we mostly hang. The name Lizard, written on the illuminated sign reminded me lots of things. The place i spent most of the nights with my so-called first love Zackary. His car was parked infront of the building.

 

“Still afraid?” whispered Mark to my ear.

 

“So so.” I said dryly. Chris was standing next to him, trying to smile to reassure me.

 

“I can deal with it.” I said cracking a half smile.

 

“Sky! Mark! Chris! Why don’t you get your asses off of there and join us?” Andrea yelled us from the gate.

 

“Ok coming!” we yelled simultaneously and moved towards them.

 

I stepped up inside with Mark and Chris right behind me. As soon as i was covered with noises and music blasting through speakers, i noticed a huge group sitting around a table, talking and laughing loudly. Even though i didn’t want to look at that direction, my eyes had clamped to them. While we were passing by their table, they all ohhed. I heard Zackary’s sarcastic voice.

 

“Little Skylar hangs here...” and a bunch of laughter.

 

I didn’t respond, looking away, i continued walking when i felt a hand in mine. Looking up, i came across with a pair of worried eyes.

 

“Are you alright?” Chris asked.

 

“Yeah...”I let out a weak smile.

 

“Come on.” He whispered and walked towards our table where others had already sat down comfortably. We sat down as well.

 

“Did you see their looks they shot to you Sky? They went mad when they saw you here!” spoke Thomas joyly.

 

“Have you finally realized why we wanted you to come with us? They couldn’t find a room to make fun of you anymore.” Said Mark with a knowing look.

 

“Yes, i know but i’m still carrying the urge to smack him.”

 

“Hey take it easy man...” was the response of my friends.

 

“Ok, okay...I’m gonna have fun and no one will stop it.” I said and threw myself to dance floor and began dancing frantically. They watched me in disbelief for a minute, then they joined me. We danced half an hour, singing along with uptempo songs. Exhausted from dancing, we reached our table and popped down on leader couches, breathing heavily.

 

“Sky, girl, i’ve never thought you have that much energy and dance talent.”

 

“But i have. Don’t forget i’m Nick Carter’s daughter...I’m going to have a drink, anyone wanna come?” i offered and only Chris wanted to join.

 

We walked toward there and ordered our drinks. As soon as i took a sip from my beer, Zackary’s irritating voice ringed in my ears.

 

“Aww...my little Skylar learnt to drink huh? Is your Backstreet dad aware of it?”

 

“Shut up Zackary.”

 

“Okay i will, but i’m not done with you yet.” He threatened me.

 

“What’s your problem Zac?” i cried.

 

“I loved you!” he shouted. “I wasted my one and a half fucking years with you ok? I loved you more than anything Skylar! You were too blind to see that! I did even promised myself to change! Just for you! There was nothing i wouldn’t do for you Skylar, but you did wrong and i won’t forgive you ever again!” With that he stormed off. A girl stood up from their table and threw herself into his arms. Zackary gave this special kiss to her only shared by him and me. As mad i was at him as, i had those little love pieces inside my heart. I took another big sip from my beer, swallowing back my tears. It wasn’t easy to end a relationship of one and a half years. I’d tried to make him a better person always, and i had finally succeed but after sometime, things got worse than before and i ended it. I stared that girl in his arms. She had exactly the same blond hair and blue eyes as me. Even our clothing style was similar. Zackary was trying to find my love in her. The girl realized my glances and muthed “I got him” to me. This was the girl whom caused Zac and me to fight several times. She had laid her eyes on him since i started going out with him. “She won him” i thought bitterly.

 

“Uhm...Sky, are you alright?” asked Chris waving his hand infront of my face.

 

“Uh? Yeah, yeah, i am.” I was staring space blankly.

 

“I’m sorry for what Zackary did.” He said sheepishly.

 

“Hey don’t worry, it was all in the past. You can’t change past right?” I flashed a coy smile. He sighed with relief. I looked at him, he seemed cuter than before. I ran my hand through his hair. “That’s better.” I whispered. He held my chin with his thumb and index finger and looked directly into my eyes. “You’re so beautiful.” He whispered. I blushed lightly. “Thanx.” I whispered.

 

“You’re so beautiful.” He said again to my ear. His lips rubbed my right ear slowly, then they brushed my cheek. I closed my eyes and within seconds I felt his warm lips on mine. It was soft, yet enough to explain that i fell in love, so did he. As our kiss deepened, i wrapped my arms around his neck and he pulled me closer to his body grabbing me by waist. I let him go when i heard one of my fave Backstreet slow songs. “Let’s dance.” I said and we walked towards the dance arena hand in hand. I placed my head on his shoulder and we slowly danced along the song.

 

“I know it’s happening so fast but...Skylar, will you be my girlfriend?” asked Chris softly.

 

“I’d love to Chris.” I said smiling, i was falling for this guy.

 

“I love you.” He said and we kissed again. A flash exploded but i didn’t care.

 

“We danced for another half an hour, then walked towards our table. There greeted our friends us with ear to ear grins.

 

“Congratulations!” chirped Tim and Mark at the same time, as others shook their heads still smiling widely.

 

“I’m afriad that some press took your photos together.” Warned Andrea concernly.

 

“I realized it...but who cares?” i said as we popped down.

 

Rest of the night spent we chatting and dancing more. Chris dropped me home at 11:30 p.m. which made my dad complement him. When i was with Zackary, i used to come home later.

 

That night i drifted off sleep happily. I was finally REALLY happy after a long time.

 

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