Chapter 3

 

“Are you his girlfriend?  Here, I need you to fill out this paperwork.”   Before Olivia could say anything, the receptionist in the emergency room of Tampa General Hospital thrust a packet of forms into Olivia’s hands.

 

“But, I’m not his girlfriend,” she protested.  “I’m just his neighbor, and I can’t fill this stuff out.  I don’t even know him.”

 

The woman gave her a strange look but shrugged and took the papers back.  “Do you know the numbers of any of his family members?” she asked hopefully.

 

Olivia shook her head.  “No, I don’t.  Sorry.”

 

“Okay.  Well, if you’re going to stick around, you can wait over there.”  The receptionist nodded to a waiting area across the hall with couches and chairs, magazine racks, vending machines, and a TV.   A few people were sitting slumped in couches, but other than that, it was pretty empty.

 

“Thanks,” Olivia said, walking slowly over to where the woman had directed.   She sat down in a chair in the corner, wondering what to do.   Should I stay here, or should I just go home? she asked herself.   On one hand, I don’t even really know him, and since I’m not related to him or anything, they might not even tell me his condition.  She thought about that for a moment, and then countered, But on the other hand, I can’t just go home and leave him here.   I’m involved now, and I have to at least know how he’s doing.

 

She had made her mind up.   She was staying.

 

***

 

“Excuse me, miss, but are you the one that’s here with Nick Carter?”

 

Olivia looked up to see a tall, thin man in blue scrubs standing in front of her.   His voice was hushed, as if he knew that if he said the name Nick Carter any louder, there could be chaos.  

 

“Yes, I am,” Olivia replied. 

 

“Okay.  I’m Dr. Filson,” the doctor introduced.

 

“How is he?” Olivia asked right away.

 

“Well, he’s alive, and he’s holding his own for now.   But his condition is very critical, and there’s no telling how much damage was done to his system,” Dr. Filson said.

 

Olivia nodded, not sure whether to be relieved or upset.   At least he’s alive, she told herself.   “Do you think he’s going to make it?” she asked, looking the doctor right in the eyes.

 

“At this point, I really don’t know,” Dr. Filson said apologetically.   “It’s too soon to tell.   A lot might depend on how willing he is to fight for his life.”

 

Those last words suddenly brought back the reality to Olivia that Nick had overdosed on medications, on drugs.   A suicide attempt.   The realization was hard-hitting and shocking to her.   Why would Nick Carter want to kill himself? she wondered.   He’s so talented and famous.  He’s got everything anyone could want.   Why would he waste it all? 

 

It seemed unbelievable that someone like Nick would actually try to take his own life.   Olivia had never understood why anyone would want to commit suicide.   It was such a selfish thing to do, such a waste of life.   And for Nick Carter to do it, it seemed even worse.   What reason did he have to commit suicide?  He had everything.   At least, that’s what she had always assumed.   But maybe not. 

 

***

 

After she was done talking to Dr. Filson, Olivia headed home.   As soon as she reached her house, she headed upstairs to her bedroom, collapsed onto her bed, and fell asleep almost as soon as her head hit the pillow.  

 

When Olivia awoke the next morning, the first thing she thought of was Nick.   She immediately wondered how he was doing and decided to call the hospital first thing to find out. 

 

She stumbled out of bed and downstairs to the kitchen, where she pulled out a phone book and looked up the number for the hospital.   She slumped down into a kitchen chair and dialed the number, silently praying that Nick was going to be okay. 

 

“Hello, Tampa General Hospital.  Can I help you?” came a man’s voice.

 

“Um, yes, I need to find out the condition of one of your patients,” Olivia said. 

 

“Name?”

 

“Nickolas Carter,” she replied.

 

There was a pause, as the man probably was looking up the information, and finally he said, “He’s listed under critical condition.”

 

“Okay… thank you,” Olivia said, and hung up, feeling disappointed.   She glanced out her kitchen window, which faced Nick’s house.  

 

What if I hadn’t have gotten there when I did? she wondered suddenly.   She realized that Nick was actually very lucky to still be alive.   He must have just taken the pills not long before she had come over.  

 

Olivia’s stomach began to growl, and she realized she was hungry.   Determined to try and get on with her day, she got up and started making breakfast.

 

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