Chapter 6

 

“Come on, Marissa, let’s go home,” Joyce said.   The police were done questioning Marissa and had let both her and Kaelyn off with a lecture and a fine for drinking under the legal age.  Kaelyn’s mother had come and gotten her earlier and taken her straight to the hospital to be with Luke’s family, at Kaelyn’s insistence.   She had calmed down a bit, but Marissa knew that getting over Luke’s death was going to be extremely hard on her friend.

 

“Marissa, come on,” Joyce said again, intruding into Marissa’s thoughts. 

 

Marissa wanted to go home.  She wanted to forget this whole night ever happened.  But she could not, and she knew it.

 

“Not yet, Mom,” she said.  “Can we go to the hospital?”

 

“The hospital?  Why?” Joyce asked.

 

“I… I need to be with Kaelyn,” she said.  “She’s so upset over all of this.  I want to be there with her.”

 

Joyce sighed.  She just wanted to take her daughter home and deal with all this later, but she knew she couldn’t refuse this to Marissa.  She was angry at her daughter, but she knew she couldn’t show that now.  Marissa was upset enough as it was.  A lecture by her mother right then would only make it worse.  Joyce knew that Marissa needed her love and support to get her through this tragedy. 

 

“Alright,” Joyce said.  “Come on.”

 

She helped Marissa to her feet, put her arm around her shoulder, and walked her slowly out to the car.

 

***

 

When Marissa and her mother got to the hospital, Marissa immediately headed to the nearest nurses’ station, explained who she was, and asked where she could find Kaelyn.  Luckily, the nurse she talked to knew who she was talking about and kindly said, “Come with me.”

 

“Marissa, honey, do you want me to come with you, or just wait here for you?” Joyce asked, not sure if her daughter needed time alone with her best friend or not.

 

“Here would be fine,” Marissa replied, offering her mother a grateful smile.  Joyce nodded and sat down in a chair across the hall, watching as Marissa followed the nurse to a waiting room down the hall.

 

“She’s in here,” the nurse said to Marissa, opening a door for her.  “Go on in.”

 

“Thanks,” Marissa said softly, slowly walking into the room. 

 

She immediately saw Kaelyn sitting in a chair on one side of the room, her head in her hands.  Kaelyn’s mother, Donna Ross, sat next to her, rubbing her back soothingly.   Next to Donna sat Luke’s parents, James and Nancy Milton.  They both looked grief-stricken as well.  All four of them seemed so lost in their thoughts that they did not notice Marissa’s entrance.

 

“Mrs. Milton?” Marissa asked softly. 

 

Nancy Milton looked up to see Marissa standing there.  “Oh, Marissa,” she said, offering a sad smile.  “Are you okay, dear?”

 

Marissa shrugged.  “I’m so sorry,” she said.

 

Nancy nodded.  She said nothing more, and her silence made Marissa feel even more horrible, as she was reminded of the part she had played in Luke’s death.

 

Marissa made her way down the line to Kaelyn.  She took a seat next to her.  “Kae?” she asked softly, willing her friend to look up at her.

 

Kaelyn did so, her watery blue eyes meeting Marissa’s.  “I can’t believe he’s gone,” she murmured, her eyes filling with fresh tears.  “It seems like a bad dream.  But we’ll never wake up from it, will we?  Things will never be the same again.”

 

Marissa’s own eyes filled with tears as she wrapped her arms around Kaelyn, cradling her trembling friend in her arms, wishing she could make this all go away, praying that it really was just one big nightmare and things would be all right in the morning.

 

***

 

Brian watched as a girl with short, dark hair came into the waiting room.  She didn’t even look at him and the other guys, but headed straight to the four people on the other side of the room.  He watched her speak shortly with one of the women and then sit down beside the still crying girl.  He watched as they hugged each other and then put his head down, not wanting either of them to look up and catch him looking at them.  First, staring was rude, and second, he didn’t want to be recognized by them.

 

He turned his attention away from the girls and focused it on a small stain on the beige carpet beneath his feet.  He fidgeted, wondering what was taking so long for a doctor to come talk to them.  He was growing more uneasy by the minute, wondering how badly Nick had been hurt.

 

He looked up when he sensed someone approaching.  He saw that it was one of the girls from across the room, the dark-haired one.

 

The other guys had looked up too. 

 

“Hi,” AJ said, forcing a smile at her.

 

She did not smile back, but stared at them with wide green eyes.  “I… I’m sorry,” she whispered, her eyes filling with tears.

 

“Excuse me?” Kevin asked.

 

“I’m so sorry,” she said, her voice catching. 

 

“What do you mean, honey?” Brian asked gently. 

 

“Nick.  You’re here cause of Nick, aren’t you?” she asked.

 

They nodded.  “He was in a car accident,” Kevin said gently.

 

“I…I know,” she choked.  “Because it’s all our fault.”

 

“What?” AJ asked, his eyes widening.

 

“M… my friends and I… we were coming home from a party… and my boyfriend was driving… in the wrong lane.  Nick hit us…” she cried, breaking down.

 

Brian immediately felt awful for the girl, but Kevin narrowed his eyes at her.  “Were you guys drinking?” he asked, his tone low.

 

She nodded slowly, unable to speak.  She looked stricken.

 

“Don’t you know that drinking and driving is illegal?” Kevin asked harshly.  “Nick is hurt, maybe even dead, all because of you.”

 

She jerked back as if she’d been slapped, letting out an anguished sob.  “I’m sorry,” she wept again.

 

“Sorry’s not going to change what happened,” Kevin said, his steely gaze never leaving her tearstained face.  “Because of you-“

 

“Kev, stop!” Brian cried.  Kevin turned and looked at him sharply.  “Stop it.  You heard her.  She’s sorry.  You can’t put all the blame on her like this.  I have a feeling she’s learned her lesson already.”

 

The girl nodded vigorously, her eyes wide with fear. 

 

“Maybe you’d better go back with your friends,” AJ said. 

 

She nodded and turned around.  Then she stopped and turned back.  “I hope he’s gonna be okay,” she whispered, then turned away from them again.  She glanced back at the four people she had been with earlier, then back at the Boys, and then she fled the room.

 

“You better hope he’s gonna be okay,” Kevin muttered under his breath as he watched her run out. 

 

“Kev,” Howie said, resting a hand on Kevin’s shoulder.  “Calm down.  You’re just upset.”

 

“Damn right I’m upset,” Kevin snapped.  “Cause of a bunch of fucking irresponsible teenagers, my friend could be dead!”

 

His voice rose, and Brian noticed the girl sitting across the room raise her head sharply.

 

“Shh,” he hissed to Kevin.  He was about to suggest they find another room to wait in when the door opened and a tall, middle-aged, dark-haired doctor entered.

 

“Are you all with Nickolas Carter?” he asked, approaching them.

 

“Yes,” Brian said, his heart pounding.

 

“Would you gentlemen please come with me then?” the doctor asked.  “I need to talk to you in private.”

 

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