Chapter 1

 

It was back in May when I first found out about the reunion tour.  It was my last day of classes before summer break.  I came back to my apartment tired, but happy to be done with classes.  I had already had four years of college, and now I was in medical school so that I could become a pediatrician, one of my lifelong dreams.  But med school was tough work, and I needed the break.  Anyway, that afternoon, I let myself into the apartment I lived in with my boyfriend, Josh, and flopped down on the sofa, completely drained.  I turned on the TV and flipped to MTV.  It was almost three, and TRL was on.  I watched the number four video, and then it went on commercial break. After a few commercials, MTV news came on.  I looked at the clock.  Two fifty.  Of course, ten to the hour, every hour.  It never changed. 

 

“Hi, this is John Norris with an MTV news brief.  Good news for all you fans of the former Backstreet Boys.   At a press conference Tuesday, the five ex-Backstreeters, Nick Carter, Brian Littrell, AJ McLean, Kevin Richardson, and Howie Dorough, announced that they are getting back together for a reunion tour.  When asked if they were planning to stay together as a group and release more music together, Kevin replied, ‘We’re just going to wait and see how the tour goes before we make any decisions like that.’  The reunion tour will last for two months and travel to major cities in the U.S. and Canada.  The tour will kick off on August 6th in Orlando, Florida.  Tickets go on sale July nineteenth.  That’s the news for now.  For other stories on Papa Roach and Jessica Simpson, go to mtv.com.  Tune in for more news at ten to the hour, every hour, only on MTV.  MTV News, you hear it… first.”

 

I sat, barely able to contain my excitement.  My Boys were getting back together!!  I leapt up and began to dance around the room.  I felt like a total teenybopper, but I was too happy to care. 

 

Once I regained my composure, I hurried over to my computer and connected to the internet.  I had to tell Heidi the awesome news.  Heidi is a girl I met on the internet when I was fifteen.  I used to write Backstreet Boys fan fiction, and I even had my own website.  Heidi was also a fan fiction author, and she had her own site.  We started talking over Instant Messenger and quickly became great friends.   We even wrote some collaborated fanfics together.

 

I wrote fanfics all through high school, but it was at the end of my senior year when the guys announced they were calling it quits.  When that happened, I called it quits on my own writing.  I still loved doing it, but it would never be the same.  Also, I knew it would be hard to maintain a website while I was in college.  It had been hard enough as it was, for no one even knew I had a site, not my parents, my friends from school, no one, except for my little sister, Breanna.   Even to this day, no one knew, and I didn’t plan on telling them.   Although I was proud of my stories, it would be way too embarrassing to tell anyone I knew that I wrote them. 

 

Heidi had also quit writing, but we still talked online whenever we got the chance.  It had gotten very hard for us to catch each other online lately though, between her job and my classes.  Heidi was now twenty six, and she had a full time job as a school secretary, leaving her little time to be online.  And with my busy class schedule, I didn’t have much internet time either.  But now that it was summer, I was finished with classes, and Heidi was also on summer break, so I hoped we would be able to talk. 

 

As I logged onto Instant Messenger, I prayed that she would be on.  I was almost ready to burst inside, and I needed to tell someone the news.  Feeling in a Backstreet mood, I chose one of my older screen names and waited for my buddy list to pop up.  When it finally did, I scanned the names that appeared on it.  I grinned when I saw that Heidi was on.  I immediately IMed her:

 

(AN: This is my real screen name, but the other one I made up, in case Heidi didn’t want her real screen name online.)

 

RokofAges75: Hey Heidi!! J

 

HokieChick03: Hey Julie!! J

 

HokieChick03: How come you’re on your old SN?

 

RokofAges75: just felt like it

 

RokofAges: Hey, guess what!

 

HokieChick03: What??

 

RokofAges75: Did you just see MTV news?

 

HokieChick03: No, why?

 

RokofAges75: Bsb are having a reunion tour!!!!! J J J J J J

 

HokieChick03: Omg, really?!?!? J J J J

 

RokofAges75: Yup J

 

HokieChick03: Awesome!!

 

RokofAges: I know, I want tickets so bad!!!

 

HokieChick03: Me too!!  I’ve never been to a Bsb concert before, and if I could get tickets I could actually go for the first time ever!! J

 

RokofAges75: Tickets go on sale July 19th

 

HokieChick03: Awesome.  Do you know if they’re coming to Lexington? 

 

The Rupp Arena in Lexington, Kentucky was the closest arena to the small town in Virginia where Heidi lived.

 

RokofAges75:  I don’t know, but probably.  I mean, it’s Bri and Kev’s hometown.

 

HokieChick03:  I hope they do!

 

RokofAges75:  Me too

 

HokieChick03: Hey Julie, I just got the best idea!

 

RokofAges75:  What??

 

HokieChick03: Do you think you could come to Lexington to go to a concert?

 

Lexington was almost an eight hour drive for me, but I would do anything to see the Boys in concert.

 

RokofAges75:  I don’t know, probably.  Why?

 

HokieChick03: What if we bought tickets together for the concert in Lexington?  We could see Bsb and each other!!

 

Heidi and I had known each other for eight years, and although we had sent each other pictures of one another, we had never met in person.  I knew my mom would have killed me if she knew I was talking to people I didn’t know online, but I was an adult now, and if I wanted to see Heidi in person, I would. 

 

RokofAges75:  That’s an awesome idea!!  If we could only get tickets.

 

HokieChick03:  Let me take care of getting the tickets.  There’s a ticket master place not far from here.  I could camp out there and be one of the first in line, and then we’d be sure to get good seats next to each other.

 

RokofAges75:  Omg, Heidi, this is so awesome!!!  But first we have to make sure they’re going to have a concert in Lexington.  I’ll go look and try to find a schedule.

 

HokieChick03: ok

 

I decided the best place to go was mtv.com.  They were sure to have a tour schedule.  Sure enough, the story was one of the headlines, and when I clicked on it, along with the story, was the tour schedule.  I scanned the page, praying that there was one in Lexington.  Sure enough, there was.  August 15th.  I glanced at my calendar quickly and saw that it was a Saturday.  Perfect.

 

RokofAges75: Heidi, there is one!!!  It’s on Sat. 8/15!! J

 

HokieChick03:  Perfect!!!!! J 

 

RokofAges75:  Yeah, I know! As long as we can get tickets, it’ll be awesome! J

 

HokieChick03:  I’m sure I’ll be able to get tickets.  I’ll buy two and then I’ll mail yours to you, ok?

 

RokofAges: ok J

 

RokofAges:  thanks so much! J

 

HokieChick03:  no problem J  This will be my first concert, I’m so excited! J

 

RokofAges75:  Me too!  And I can’t wait to meet you in person! J

 

HokieChick03: me neither *hug*

 

Suddenly, I heard my boyfriend enter the house. 

 

RokofAges75: Josh is home, I gtg

 

HokieChick03: Ok, talk to you later! J

 

RokofAges75: k, bye! J

 

HokieChick03: Bye!! J

 

I signed off of IM just as Josh entered the room. 

 

“Hey, babe,” he said, smiling at me.  “Who were you talking to?”

 

“Heidi,” I replied.  He and my sister, Breanna, were the only one who knew about Heidi. 

 

“Cool,” he said. 

 

“Oh, baby, guess what!” I cried happily. 

 

“What?” he asked.

 

“Bsb are getting back together for a reunion tour, and Heidi is going to get tickets for she and I to go to their concert together in Lexington in August!” I gushed.

 

His blue eyes widened.  “Awesome,” he said, grinning.  He had never been too fond of Bsb, but he knew how much I loved them, so he tolerated them. 

 

I returned his smile.  “I know,” I said.

 

“What are you going to tell your parents?” he asked. 

 

“What do you mean?” I asked.

 

“Well, are you going to tell them about Heidi and everything?” he asked.

 

“No, they don’t need to know that part,” I said.  “I’ll just tell them I got tickets online and that I’m going by myself.”

 

“You think they’ll like the idea of you driving all the way to Kentucky?” he asked incredulously.

 

“No, but I’m twenty three, and I don’t care what they think.  I’m going, and they can’t stop me,” I said stubbornly, crossing my arms over my chest.

 

“Maybe I could go down with you,” Josh suggested.  “I mean, I wouldn’t go to the concert, but I could drive down with you and make sure you find your way around okay and everything.”

 

I smiled.  “Aw, baby, you’re such a sweetie,” I said, standing on my tiptoes to kiss his cheek.   He blushed.  “Sure you can come with.  I’d love having you around.”

 

He grinned.  “Okay, sounds cool, babe,” he replied.  “I can just find a club or something to hang in while you’re at the concert and then I can pick you up when it’s over, and we can stay the night in a hotel.   What day is it anyway?”

 

“August fifteenth.  It’s a Saturday,” I replied. 

 

“Cool.  Then we can stay a couple days, and we won’t even have to worry about classes or anything,” he said.  He went to the same school as I did, but being almost twenty four, he had just finished his second year of med school.  

 

“I love you, Josh,” I said, wrapped my arms around him and kissed him tenderly.  His arms enveloped me, and he kissed back. 

 

“I love you too, Jules,” he replied as we broke the kiss.  I felt like the luckiest girl in the world.  Little did I know that in just a few months, my luck would drastically change.

 

***

 

Less than three months later, I found myself on my way to Lexington.  Heidi had gotten two tickets for the concert without any trouble and had mailed my ticket to me a few weeks before.  She and I had decided to both drive to Lexington on Friday night.  We had called the same hotel for reservations, and we thought it would be fun if we could meet that night and then spend the day together Saturday before the concert.  I could barely wait, not just to see the concert, but to finally get to meet Heidi as well. 

 

I yawned and glanced down at the clock in the car.  It was four fifteen in the afternoon, and I had been driving for over two hours.  We were now less than two hours away from Lexington, and I could barely contain my excitement. 

 

From the seat next to me, Josh saw me yawn.  “Do you want me to drive now, baby?” he asked. 

 

I nodded.  “Sure, hun,” I replied.   I stopped at a rest stop a few miles up the road, and we switched places. 

 

“Do you want to stop and get a snack or anything?” Josh asked.

 

“Actually, I’m not real hungry, but if you want something, go ahead,” I answered.

 

“No, that’s okay,” he replied.  “I’m fine, and we’re eating when we get there, right?”

 

“Yup.  I want to meet Heidi first, and then I thought the three of us could go out to eat together, if she wants to.  Is that okay with you?”

 

“Sure,” he replied.  I smiled and sat back against the seat, as Josh started the engine and pulled back onto the interstate. 

 

***

 

Finally, an hour and half later, we entered Lexington.  Between our maps and the road signs, Josh and I found our way through the city and to the Holiday Inn that we were staying in.  Josh dropped me off in front so I could go check us in while he went to park the car. 

 

A few minutes later, I had the room key, and he was just entering the lobby, carrying both our bags.  We headed upstairs to our room, 237.   I knew that Heidi’s room was room 238, right across the hall from us.  I eyed the door to her room as Josh unlocked the door to ours, but I didn’t knock.  Instead, I followed Josh into our room.   Josh threw down our bags and flopped down on one of the two double beds. 

 

“Well, Julie, this is it,” he said.  “We’re here.”  I grinned and leapt onto the bed next to him. 

 

“Yup,” I said.  “Well, what should we do?”

 

Josh glanced at his watch.  “Well, it’s almost six.  I say you better hurry up and go to Heidi’s room so we can eat.”  He grinned.

 

“Okay,” I said, returning his smile. 

 

“You go on, and I’ll just chill here until dinner time,” he said.

 

“Okay.  See you later then,” I replied and quickly kissed his cheek before heading out the door.   I crossed the hall and stood before the door of Room 238.  I raised my hand and knocked lightly on the door.

 

Seconds later, the door flung open, and I found myself looking into the face of Heidi. 

 

“Julie?” she cried, breaking into a smile.

 

“Heidi!” I exclaimed, grinning.  We quickly hugged each other. 

 

“Come on in,” she said, standing back so I could enter her room.  “So how was your trip down here?”

 

“Great,” I said.  “It was long, but definitely worth it.”  We both smiled again.  

 

“So, are you hungry?” Heidi asked after awhile.

 

“Yeah, I’m pretty hungry, and I know Josh probably is too,” I replied.

 

“Oh yeah, I still have to meet Josh,” she said.

 

“Well, why don’t you come back to our room, and you can meet him now,” I suggested.

 

“Okay,” she replied.  We headed back across the hall to my room.  Josh was sitting in a chair, flipping through the TV channels. 

 

“Josh, this is Heidi,” I said to him, motioning to Heidi.  “And Heidi, meet my boyfriend, Josh Benton.”

 

“Hey, Heidi, nice to meet you,” Josh said, smiling at her and holding out his hand.

 

“Thanks, you too,” Heidi replied and shook it. 

 

“So, guys, where should we go to eat?” I asked.  We all thought for a minute.

 

“Hey, what about Long John Silver’s?” Heidi suggested.

 

I grinned, for we were in Brian’s hometown, and Long John Silver’s was where he had worked when he was sixteen.  I wasn’t big on seafood, but I figured they would have other stuff there.

 

“Sounds great,” I replied.

 

“Yeah, great,” Josh added. 

 

“Okay, cool,” Heidi said.  “We have to find out where one is first.”  Josh pulled a phone book out of the nightstand drawer and flipped through the yellow pages.

 

“There’s six different Long John Silver’s in Lexington,” he finally announced.

 

“Oh. Well, I guess we’ll just drive around and stop at the first one we come to,” I said. 

 

“Okay, sounds good,” Heidi said.

 

“Do you want to ride with us?” I asked her.

 

“Sure,” she replied. 

 

A few minutes later, we were piling into Josh’s car.  Josh handed me the keys and let Heidi ride in front next to me.  He sat in the back.  I started up the engine and pulled onto the highway.  I had no idea where I was going, but I figured if I drove far enough down the road, we would be sure to find a Long John Silver’s.  

 

Sure enough, there was one just a few blocks down the street from the hotel.  We all went in.  I had never eaten in a Long John Silver’s before, since I didn’t like seafood much, but I ended up getting chicken strips, and I liked them a lot.

 

After we were done eating, it was after seven.  We all went back to the hotel, and the three of us hung around in our hotel room for awhile.  Finally, around nine or ten, Heidi said goodnight and headed back to her own room.

 

I was pretty tired after all that driving, and I knew I had a big day the next day, so I told Josh I was ready for bed.  There were two double beds in the room, so we decided to be responsible and sleep separately.  We were both virgins and planned on getting married before we lost our virginity to each other. 

 

We lay in bed for awhile just watching TV.  Finally, I could barely keep my eyes open anymore, so we turned off the TV and both fell asleep.

 

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