Chapter 40

 

Nick choked back a sob as he watched the paramedics wheel Sammy out of the house on a stretcher.  She had lost consciousness before they had arrived, and the flow of blood that had poured out of the gaping bullet hole in her chest had increased as the minutes passed.  There was no stopping it. 

 

“Come on, Nick, let’s go to the hospital.”  Nick felt a hand on his shoulder and looked up to see his father, Bob, standing there.  Nick nodded numbly. 

 

“Bob, I’m riding with Aaron in the other ambulance,” Nick heard his mother, Jane, call to her husband.  Nick vaguely recalled that his little brother and Kevin had been injured by Justin and would need to go to the hospital as well.  But he figured they would be okay.  It was only Sammy he was extremely concerned about then.  She meant the world to him; he had realized that with his last brush with death.   He had thought things would be okay, but now he realized how wrong he was.  The last time something bad had happened, it had been he who was in her situation.  It gave him hope to know that he had come out of it so well.  He could only pray that Sammy would do the same.

 

As Bob guided Nick out of the house and to their car, Nick caught a glance at the carpet where Sammy had been lying.  It had once been a light shade of beige, but now it was dark burgundy, stained with the crimson of Sammy’s blood.  So much blood.   The sight of that bloody carpet would forever be imprinted onto Nick’s brain, there to remind him of that terrible night for the rest of his life.

 

***

 

The ride to the hospital was a horrible one.  Not everyone was going.  Some of the guests at the party, mainly family members, stayed behind. 

 

Nick sat in the passenger side of his family’s van, gazing absently out the window as his father drove.  BJ, Leslie, and Angel were sitting in the back.  All of them were completely silent, worried about their little brother, of course, but also about their older one and his fiancée.   It was horrible enough for them to have witnessed what they did, and now, seeing poor Nick through all his grief made it even harder.  They all liked Sammy a lot, and they knew how Nick loved her.  Why, it would probably kill him if she didn’t make it.  They all wanted to be optimistic about the situation, but they also had to be realistic and face the hard truth:  Sammy was in a critical condition and very well could die.   She was now in the hands of a group of doctors… and most importantly, God.

 

***

 

I sat alone in the waiting room of the ER, just waiting.   Waiting to be called back to an examining room myself so I could be checked over.  Waiting for some word on how Brian was doing.   Waiting for Reynolds or any other police officer to come, like Reynolds had promised.   Waiting to see which one of my friends had been hurt this time.   In the past seven years since the first incident, I had concluded one thing: waiting sucked.

 

Finally, part of my wait was over, as I spotted BJ Carter enter the room.  A mix of relief and terror washed over me.  I knew now was the time when I would find out what had happened.  As much as I wanted to know the truth, I was terrified of hearing it.  What if it was worse than I had expected?  What if someone had died?  Who was it?  What if it was Josh?

 

I said nothing to BJ, just looked up at her expectantly.  She didn’t even ask why I was there, how I had found out about this.  I don’t even think it occurred to her. 

 

Followed by BJ, Leslie and Angel came into the room.  And then, Bob and Nick.  My breath caught in my throat when I saw Nick.  I knew immediately that whoever was hurt badly was someone close to him.  I quickly surveyed those of us in the room and realized three people important to him were missing: Jane, Aaron, and Sammy.  I knew that at least one of those three was hurt… badly.

 

“Julie, he came,” BJ said softly, finally speaking. 

 

“Who came?” I asked, but I already knew the answer.

 

“Justin,” she replied.  “He… he shot Sammy.”

 

I gasped, and I saw Nick wince at his sister’s words.  He had sat down in a chair in the corner of the room, near his father.  He was slouched down low in the chair, and his head was buried in his hands.  He didn’t even look up.

 

“How bad?” I whispered.

 

Her blue eyes were wide.  “Bad,” she answered simply.  “She’s still alive, but it was bad.”

 

I didn’t ask for more details.  Somehow, I knew I wouldn’t want to hear them. 

 

***

 

A few minutes later, a nurse came into the room.  She was young, and I figured she was new, since I had never seen her before.  Working in this hospital myself, I knew most of the staff, and she was a new face.

 

“Julie Benton?” she called.

 

“That’s me,” I said, standing up.

 

“I’ll take you back to one of the exam rooms now, and a doctor will be in to see you soon,” the nurse said, smiling kindly at me.

 

The Carter clan, and everyone else that had arrived, looked at me strangely.  I quickly explained what had happened to Brian and I, which unfortunately just made them more uneasy, knowing that Brian had been hurt too. 

 

As the nurse led me to one of the exam rooms, I suddenly realized Josh hadn’t come yet.  Was he all right?  Sammy was the only one that had been mentioned to me.  I knew there had been more injuries though, hopefully just not as serious as Sammy’s.  Had he been one of them?  Fear rushed through me.  Surely someone would have told me if my own husband had been hurt.   I prayed that he would show up soon, safe and sound.

 

 I wanted him there with me.  Actually, I needed him there.  All this stress and worry was taking its toll on me.  I felt horrible, emotionally and physically.  My stomach hurt something awful. 

 

As I hoisted myself onto the exam table, a sudden, unexpected pain shot through my stomach, and I let out a small cry of pain.

 

“Are you okay?” the nurse asked in alarm.

 

“Yeah, I think so,” I said slowly, as the pain faded away.  I wasn’t so sure anymore though.  Something was wrong.

 

“I’ll go get a doctor to come check you out right away,” the nurse said and hurried off.

 

A few minutes, Dr. Hall, one of the resident doctors in the ER, came into the room.  “Hello, Julie,” he said, offering me a concerned smile. 

 

“Hi there,” I said, smiling back grimly. 

 

“Can you tell me where you’ve been having pain?” he asked, sitting down on a stool.

 

“Just in my stomach,” I said.  “I thought maybe it was just all the stress and worry before, but I’m not sure anymore.  I mean, it feels like contractions or something.”  I gave a short little laugh, hoping he would tell me that that was ridiculous, that there was no way I could be having contractions already.  But he didn’t laugh, or even smile.

 

“I want a sonogram run right away,” he said.

 

I gasped softly.  “You don’t really think I could be going into labor, do you?” I asked.

 

“It could be,” he said.  “How many months along are you?”

 

“Only six,” I said.

 

“It could happen,” he said.  “It’s rare, but it could happen.”

 

“Oh, God,” I moaned.  “Do you think the accident could have triggered it?”

 

“It’s possible,” he said.  “All the physical and emotional stress of it.  Or it could be natural.  I can’t determine that.   And I’m not even sure you’re actually having contractions.  It could be a false alarm.  I just need to run some tests to find out, okay?”

 

I nodded. 

 

“I’ll be right back,” Dr. Hall said, and exited the room, leaving me lying there alone, an icy block of fear lodged in my stomach.

 

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