Chapter 10

 

That evening, AJ drove home long enough to load the new car seat into his car and come back to the hospital to pick up Tara and Madison.  He went up to Tara’s room and found her signing discharge papers.  Once she had finished, a nurse helped her into a wheelchair.  Then another nurse brought in Madison and gently placed her in Tara’s arms.  AJ tagged along as the nurse wheeled Tara down the hall to the elevators.  

 

They went down to the first floor, and the nurse wheeled Tara out to AJ’s car, which was parked in front.  Tara handed Madison to AJ while she climbed out of the wheelchair.  She took the car seat out of the backseat, where AJ had put it, and turned it around so it facing backwards.  “That’s how you’re supposed to have it for newborns, right?”  she asked, looking back at the nurse.  The nurse smiled and nodded.  AJ grinned sheepishly.  Tara just winked at him.  “Can you get her strapped in?” she asked. 

 

“Uh… maybe you better do it,” AJ said.  Tara grinned and took Madison from his arms.  She carefully placed her in the car seat and fastened her in.  It was awkward at first, but Tara figured she would get used to doing it.  Once Madison was in, Tara climbed into the backseat, while AJ got into the driver’s seat.  “Thank you!” Tara called to the nurse from the open window. 

           

The nurse smiled.  “You’re welcome,” she called back.  “Have fun with Madison!”  Tara grinned and waved as AJ pulled the car away. 

           

AJ drove slower than he ever had before all the way home.  Normally, Tara would have told him to speed up, but not with her precious new baby in the car.

 

 They made it home in about twenty minutes.  AJ carefully inched the car into the garage.  He turned off the ignition and looked at Madison.  She was sound asleep.  Tara and AJ climbed out of the car.   Tara got Madison out while AJ went and unlocked the door.  He held it open while Tara carried Madison inside.  The baby was still asleep.   Tara carried her upstairs to the nursery, and gently placed her in the crib. 

 

Madison stirred and opened her eyes.   She began to fuss.  AJ just smiled and turned on the mobile above her head.  It had clouds, rainbows, and stars, and it played “Twinkle, Twinkle”.  Madison stared up at the mobile, watching the shapes go around.  Soon her eyelids began to droop, and she fell asleep.

 

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Two days later, Tara sat nursing Madison in the living room, when the phone rang.  “AJ, could you get that?” Tara called.  AJ was in the kitchen making a snack.

           

“Yeah, I got it!” he called back, grabbing the phone in the kitchen.   “Hello?” he said.

           

“Yes, is this Mr. McLean?” asked a woman.

           

“Yeah,” AJ replied. 

           

“Hi, Mr. McLean, this is Dr. Hall.  Is Tara around?” Dr. Hall asked. 

           

“Uh, she’s nursing Madison right now.  Can I take a message?” AJ replied.

           

“Well, your Madison’s father, so I suppose I should tell you this,” Dr. Hall said.

           

Suddenly, AJ felt a chill run down his spine.  Whatever the news was, it didn’t sound good.  “Sure,” he said.  “What is it?”

           

“Well, it’s concerning Madison’s test results for the HIV test,” Dr. Hall said.  AJ’s stomach lurched.  With all the excitement of having a new baby at home, he had completely forgotten about the HIV test.  “It seems Madison has tested positive for HIV,” Dr. Hall continued.  “I’m very sorry.” 

           

AJ choked back tears and tried to hide his emotions over the phone.  “Thanks for calling,” he said, his voice thick.

           

“I just wish I could have given you better news,” she said. 

           

“Well, what do we do about this?” asked AJ. 

           

“I’m afraid I’m not specialized in treating HIV.  Take her to whoever your specialist is, and he’ll talk to you about it.”

           

“Ok, thanks,” AJ said.  “Bye.”

           

“Goodbye,” said Dr. Hall, and they both hung up.   Once he had hung up the phone, AJ sunk down in one of the kitchen chairs and buried his head in his hands.

           

“Who was that, Aje?” Tara called from the other room.  AJ sighed and stood up, preparing to give Tara the awful news.

 

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