Chapter 59

 

Elyssa heard Howie’s footsteps running up the stairs, and she followed, her heart racing as she climbed the stairs.  What was wrong?

 

Suddenly, Serena burst out of Andrea’s room, nearly colliding with Howie in the hallway.

 

“Howie, something’s wrong with Andrea!” she shrieked, her eyes wide and bright with frightened tears.

 

“What?!” Howie cried, racing into the nursery at his fiancee’s heels. 

 

Scared to death, Elyssa hovered in the hallway, her entire body shaking.  What had happened to the baby?

 

“Andrea?  Andrea!”  She heard Howie’s anguished cries.   Then, “Howie, call 911!”

 

Elyssa’s eyes widened, as Howie came running out of the room.  She wasn’t sure he was even aware of her standing there, against the wall of hallway, as he fled past, running into he and Serena’s bedroom, where there was a phone. 

 

Afraid to go into the nursery, but unable to stay in that hall any longer, Elyssa hurried into the baby’s room, where she found Serena sitting in a rocking chair, clutching Andrea in her arms, and rocking back and forth rapidly.  Her eyes were wide, tearfilled, and stared straight ahead, unseeing.   When Elyssa walked in, however, they turned to her and focused.

 

“Elyssa!” she cried.  “Wh-what did you do to my baby?!”

 

“Wh-what?” Elyssa asked in a choked whisper.  “I-“

 

“She’s not breathing!” Serena screamed.   “Oh, my God.  Oh, my God!  Andi, wake up, wake up!”  Serena sobbed hysterically, squeezing the motionless bundle in her arms. 

 

Tears streamed down Elyssa’s face, and her whole body trembled.  She stood still, as if her feet were frozen to the floor, unable to move. 

 

Howie came running back into the room, again passing Elyssa as if he didn’t even see her.  “They’re on their way,” he said hurriedly to Serena, who didn’t even look up. 

 

Howie started pacing the room.  This lasted for only a few minutes, and then he tore out of the room again.  Elyssa heard him clomp down the stairs.   The pounding pulled her from her trance-like state, and she fled from the room, sure that Serena did not even notice her departure.

 

In the hallway, she sunk to the ground, burying her face in her hands, and began to sob. 

 

***

 

It seemed like hours later, but it was probably only a matter of minutes, when Howie was back, hurriedly leading three paramedics up the stairs.   They clomped past Elyssa, not even glancing at her, as she sat weeping on the floor. 

 

From inside the baby’s room, she could hear their voices shout things out.  

 

Respiratory arrest… no pulse!”

 

“Starting CPR.”

 

Elyssa clamped her hands over her ears to stifle out the horrible dialogue and began to rock slowly back and forth, trying to block it all out of her mind, yet unable to stop thinking about it.  What had happened to baby Andrea?  Had she caused it?  How could she have?  Andrea was fine the last time she had checked on her.  What had gone wrong?

 

Elyssa looked up to see the paramedics carrying a stretcher out of the room, Andrea lying motionless in the middle of it.  Her skin was a pale blue shade, her eyes closed.   She was no longer breathing deeply, no longer breathing at all.  She looked so tiny on the long stretcher.   Already, there was an IV attached to her little foot.  One paramedic was kneeling on the stretcher as the other two carried it, blowing slightly into Andrea’s mouth, then pushing down on her chest with two fingers. 

 

Elyssa watched in wide-eyed horror, her gaze frozen on the paramedics, as they carried the stretcher with Andrea on it down the stairs and headed quickly out the front door.  Serena ran out behind them.   Howie started quickly down the hall to catch up, pausing when he finally noticed Elyssa there.

 

“Lyssa,” he choked out, his voice heavy with tears. 

 

“Howie, I- I’m sorry, I didn’t-“ Elyssa blurted out, but Howie grabbed both of her shoulders and squeezed them gently, leaning close to her. 

 

He said, “It’s not your fault, Lyss.  I need to drive to the hospital now.  Will you come with me?  I- I know Rena will want you there.”

 

Elyssa wasn’t sure Serena would, but at that moment, she didn’t care.  She had to be at that hospital, whether she wanted to or not.   Looking up into Howie’s tearful brown eyes, she nodded, shakily climbing to her feet.

 

“Come on,” Howie said softly, putting an arm around her trembling frame.  “Let’s go.”

 

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