Chapter 4

 

It had been a month since they settled down in Dallas. Pamela was able to get a good job and was able to get Amber enrolled for her senior year in High School. Even though she lived in Mexico Pamela always taught Amber English and of course everything in U.S. history. She wanted her daughter to know both of her cultures well. Amber was smart and spoke both Spanish and English fluently. That’s why she had passed the test she took to place her in the grade she needed to be. Yet she was a rebel, she had gotten her belly button pierced and a tattoo on her right shoulder blade without Pamela’s permission. Pamela knew exactly from where her taste to those kinds of things came from, her dad. Even though she and Amber came to an agreement that if she was to get any more things done to her body she would tell her, she had a feeling that she wouldn’t till it was done. She smiled remembering Amber’s first baby steps, the first time she said mommy, and the first day she went to school. Amber was a special girl; she had a great smile that made everyone smile. She had a great sense of humor and her eyes were gorgeous, green just like her grandpa with long eyelashes just like her dad. She had come to a conclusion with Amber that if everything went well in school during Christmas she would take to see her farther and answer all her questions.  Now that she thought about it was actually not far from today, in exactly four months her daughter would know about her father. Now she had to find a way to tell him.

 

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“Students we have a new student in our class her name is Amber Jade M. Fernandez”, called out Mr. Peters as Amber stood beside him. So far the school seemed different and well this was the first time she would attend and all English language school.

 

“You can call me Amber,” she said out loud as she smiled to her class mates. Yeah this was going to be a long year, god she needed to go back to home with her friends. She tried to concentrate on the class but she kept thinking about what her mother promised to do in Christmas break. She was finally going to meet her dad.

 

 Since she can remember her mother seemed to be caring a burden, and she never spoke about it. She always could hear her mother crying at nights about things but, especially about her grandfather. She never really understood why, but it hurt her to hear her mother like that. Man she had so many questions to ask  Just as she was going to focus on paying attention the bell rang and it was time to go to anther class. She grabbed her things and started to walk when she felt a tap on her shoulder.

 

“Hi, I’m Ricardo but my friends call me Rick; so Amber where do you come from?” asked Rick as he walked beside her in the hallway. He thought she was attractive so he decided to go up and start a conversation with her.

 

Well, I have lived in Mexico all my life, I mean did come in the summer to the U.S. to visit my family,” said Amber as she smile back at the young man who was now walking beside her. He wasn’t that bad looking and he had a great smile. Just then, she saw someone identical to Rick come and give him a punch in the arm. She was sort of confused were they twins?

 

“Amber, this is my brother Ralph” said Rick while he smacked his brother in return.

 

“If you’re wondering, yes we’re twins,” said Ralph as he shook Amber’s hand.

 

“So, what do you have next Amber?” asked Rick.

 

“I have Pre-Cal, room 230 with Mrs. Green” said Amber looking at her Schedule.

 

“Great we do too, so come on she gets pretty upset if we’re tardy!” said Rick running up the first set of stairs followed by Amber and Ralph.

 

“So have you met anyone besides me and Rick,” asked Ralph as they reached the last set of stairs. Rick was already waiting for them at the top.

 

“No, not yet but hopefully I will,” said Amber as she reached Rick.

 

“Don’t worry well introduce you to our friends and to Jessica my girl,” said Ralph smiling as he saw her coming towards them.

 

Yeah, Amber was going to be ok, she had just met to cool guys. To which one of them she was sort of attracted to. Maybe this year wasn’t going to be that bad after all….

 

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“Are you sure this is correct Shelly?” asked Pamela as she looked at the address she had scribbled down. Some how she wanted to be wrong but Shelly was good at getting addresses especially Celebrity addresses. She had everything planned out already thanks to Gracie’s and Shelly’s help. In exactly one week she would be in California to find Alex and tell him he was father. She had it all planned out, she was to tell Amber she was taking a short trip to Mexico to finish the sell on their house. But, instead she would be on her way to California to talk with Alex; she needed to make sure her daughter wouldn’t get hurt. What if he didn’t believe her or if he didn’t want to meet Amber? Then she would have to tell Amber and not cause her the pain of being rejected. If that was the case she would make him at least write a letter to tell her that he didn’t want her in his life. Pamela in her heart wished he wouldn’t reject her, Amber was a great girl and she needed a real father in her life…

 

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