Chapter 3
As I walked down the halls, no answers
came to me, Was I being taught a lesson or was god doing this to me for no
reason. I found myself in the same hall as before, the hall where they were
working on Brian. I walked up to the door, looking through the window trying to
see what was happening. I was so worried for him. I saw Kevin walk up to the
door and I looked at him. I wish there was some way I could convince Kevin
Brian was really seeing me. I pulled away from the door just as Kevin had as he
sat down in one of the hard, uncomfortable hospital chairs. He put his head in
his hands as I could hear him start to cry. Muffled things coming from his
mouth that I couldn't understand. I saw AJ and Howie sit down next to him and
try to calm him down, but the tears just flowed down his cheeks like there was
no tomorrow. I wondered if it was because of me or because Brian almost died in
front of his eyes. Flashbacks of Brian lying on the floor turning blue came to
my head. I shook my head I didn't want to remember that. I turned around and
walked into the room where they were working on Brian. I walked up next to
Brian and closed my eyes as I put my hand on his, wanting him to know I was
there for him, to my surprise my hand didn't go through his. I saw the doctor
walk out into the hall. I followed him wanting to know how he was doing.
“Are you all with Mr. Littrell?"
The doctor asked.
“Yes," Howie said as he looked up
at the doctor.
"How is he doing?" Kevin
asked.
"Right now, Mr. Litrell is in a
coma, he's not in it too deep but its still hard to say how long it will be
before he is out." The doctor said.
"What made his heart stop?"
AJ asked as his eyes filled up with tears.
"His heart was very weak and it
gave out on him" The doctor said as someone wheeled Brian out of the room
and into the elevator.
"When can we see him?" Kevin
asked.
"In a few minutes I'll let you
know as soon as the nurses get him set up in his room" The doctor said as
he walked away. They sat there for a few minutes until a nurse came to get
them.
"You may go to see him in ICU his
room number is 201" The nurse said as the guys stood up.
"Thank you" Howie said as
they all got onto the elevator. I walked on right before the doors closed, I
really didn't want to see Brian but I had to stick by his side and let him know
I am there for him.
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