Chapter 20
The beach house
looked like every other house in the row of structures built facing the
Atlantic Ocean, less than seventy-five yards from their back doors. Regan had pored over the blueprint of the
home, making certain of the different escape routes that Scott may have. Now, as she stared at the home, she noted the
beams it stood on as a precaution against the raging waters of the hurricane
seasons in Florida. It had two floors,
and there was a set of steps leading up to the front door.
Pushing
open the door of her car, she stepped out and glanced over as an unmarked
police car parked behind hers. Three
officers got out, two male, one female.
They hurried over to stand with her.
“Well,
Agent Daniels, are we just going to knock on the door and see if he’s home?” one
of the officers wondered.
Regan
looked up at the house and shook her head.
“We’re going to try that route first.
Slap the warrant in his face.
Hopefully, he’ll let us in without a fight. If not, we’ll have to break down the door.”
“Weapons
drawn?”
Though she
hated the idea of having to use her weapon, she knew it was safer to have it
with her and ready. She’d never had to
use it before and hoped today would not be the day she would break that record. But she nodded to the officer who’d inquired.
“Everyone. Any questions?” At the shake of heads, she
pulled the warrant out of her pocket and started towards the house. “I want two of you covering the back
entrance, and the other one with me. The
only way out, besides the front door, is the back door. We’re going to trap him if he tries to run.”
“And if
he’s armed and tries to take himself and the hostage out because he’s
cornered?”
Regan
turned to the officer who’d asked. She
blinked once. “Let’s hope it doesn’t
come to that.”
With that,
she gestured two officers to the back of the house and was left with a cop,
late thirties, she judged, but with a strong build and clear, focused
eyes. “What’s your name?”
“Cross,” he
answered. “Detective Cross.”
Regan
nodded. “Okay, Detective Cross. I need to know that you’ll watch my back
while I watch yours in this. If anything
should go wrong, I’ll need you to make sure Mrs. Littrell is safe. Report back to her husband and my superiors
ASAP.”
His gaze
held hers. “We’ll be okay. Let’s just do this.”
Regan blew
out a breath and acknowledged the adrenaline coursing through her. If Scott and Sienna weren’t here, she was out
of ideas and places to look. This was
it. She tried not to see Brian in her
mind’s eye and focused on the picture of Sienna she’d stared at for countless
hours in her files. She was going to get
the woman home, come hell or high water.
“What’s your favorite movie?”
AJ’s voice
popped up, unbidden in her mind. Where
had that come from? She had a feeling about what was about to happen, and his
question that she’d been unable to answer from several days before suddenly
reappeared. What if she never had a
chance to tell him the answer? It
suddenly became imperative that he know, and Regan realized she was more nervous
than she’d thought she’d be and starting to become hysterical. Swallowing anxiety, she reminded herself that
she’d be back to see AJ soon. Just a little bit longer, and all this will
be over, she told herself. She and
Sienna would go back, and life would move on.
She just had to get through the next few minutes.
Raising her
hand, Regan knocked on the door. Within
moments, it opened.
***
“What do
you think is happening, right this moment?” Brian asked Nick. He couldn’t sit still and paced as he watched
his daughters chase after the geese in the park.
Nick
shrugged and shifted Luke so the baby’s attention was on the butterfly
fluttering around him. “I don’t know,
Brian. But, whatever happens, you know
Regan’s going to bring Sienna home. She
promised you that, and she doesn’t seem the type to break those promises.”
“I know,
but I just can’t help but think of all the things that could go wrong.” He
smiled sheepishly. “I guess I can’t help
but play devil’s advocate in my own mind.”
“Try not
to,” Nick advised him. “Just think:
tonight, Sienna’s going to finally be home and out of danger. And Scott? Well, he’ll be”
“Dead,”
Brian spoke in a cold voice. One Nick
had only ever heard him use when he spoke of Lou Pearlman. “If he’s not dead, then I’ll make it my
life’s mission to make him that way. I
know,” he shook his head, knowing Nick’s reaction, “it’s wrong of me to think
that, but he stole my family and caused all of them fear and pain. I can’t bring back the last month and a half
with them—he stole that from me. So,
whatever God has planned for him, I hope it doesn’t include living a long,
happy life.”
Nick
sighed. “Whatever happens, everything
will turn out okay in the end.”
Brian
watched as Serena held out a flower to a goose that waddled away from the
toddler. “It better.”
***
Scott had
dyed his hair from deep blond to a black, and his brown eyes showed confusion
as his gaze darted from Regan to Cross.
“I’m sorry,
I just don’t understand. What’s going
on?” he asked Regan in innocent tones.
She didn’t buy it. She’d heard
the same from other cornered criminals.
She held up
the warrant. “Mr. Thompson, we have been
authorized by this county to search the premises of this property. Unless you’d like to bring Sienna Littrell
out here, we will enter this house—forcibly.”
Regan could
see the instant the innocent act was dropped.
Scott straightened up, a malicious gleam in his eye.
“You’re not
getting in. Sienna’s mine. Mine.”
The door slammed in their faces.
Regan
knocked on it again and, with no answer, she called out in a loud tone. “Scott Thompson, open this door or we will be
forced to break it down. At the count of
three, one…” There was no sound from the house.
“Two…” Regan looked over at her partner, who drew his piece out its
holster. “Three!”
Regan drew
her weapon, and, pulling back, both she and Cross slammed their feet through
the door. It came unhinged, and they
went in together. Scanning the living
room and dining room, she couldn’t hear a single sound and motioned for Cross
to go upstairs while she searched the first floor. She went through the stylishly decorated
living room to the comfortable-looking den.
There was no one in sight and no sound could be heard. Then, she walked into the kitchen and
stopped.
Scott
stood, his own gun drawn and placed at Sienna’s temple. Regan ignored him for a moment while she took
in the other woman’s physical appearance.
Both eyes were blackened and swollen so the hazel was barely
visible. A bruise bloomed black and
purple along her jawbone, which matched the bruising that was visible on her
forearms. Regan felt the fury pump
through her veins at the helplessness Sienna exuded. She’d managed to save her children but at a
painful cost to herself.
Reminding
herself that she was here to save Sienna, Regan held her ground and met Scott’s
eyes.
“Let her
go, Scott,” she said calmly, though her heart was bounding in her throat.
Scott shook
his head slowly. “You’re that FBI agent,
aren’t you? The one who’s been living with Brian for the last month. And look,” his eyes appraised her, “she’s
pretty, too. Bet your husband was real
faithful with her around,” he taunted Sienna.
Sienna didn’t even flinch, causing Regan to wonder exactly to what
extent Scott had destroyed her spirit.
“There’s no
point in drawing this out, Scott. You
have to let her go. The house is
surrounded, so you could get out of here and still have no place to go. Give it up,” Regan urged again, knowing it
wouldn’t be that easy.
He jammed
the gun against Sienna’s temple again.
“If I can’t get out, then I won’t.
I’ll die and take her with me.
Where she belongs.”
Regan shook
her head. “She doesn’t belong with
you. She has her own life, one that stopped
being connected with yours a long time ago.
So put down the gun, and no one’ll get hurt.”
Detective
Cross stepped into the kitchen behind Regan and, taking in the scene, moved to
stand with Regan, his gun trained on Scott.
“Well,
now,” Scott shook his head. “Seems to
me, you don’t play fair, Agent Daniels.
I have one gun, but you’ve got two.
That’s not very nice, is it?”
Regan
didn’t move her gaze from him but spoke to Cross. “Lower your weapon, Cross. Just do it.”
“Good.”
Scott smiled. “Now, we’re even
again. Though, I’m going to get bored
with all this standing around shit.
Let’s see some FBI tricks.”
“I don’t
think so. Why don’t you tell me how you
managed to get Sienna and her children away from their home?” she asked
instead.
Scott shrugged. “It doesn’t matter if I tell you. You already know where I worked and how I had
access to all the accounts. It was a
piece of cake to change everything around.
No big deal, and I had my woman back.”
Regan
nodded. “Very clever of you.”
“Damn
straight.” His teeth flashed in what barely passed as a triumphant smile in
Regan’s book. More of a beastly snarl,
she thought.
Knowing
Scott would indeed get bored soon and do something drastic, she wracked her
mind for ideas. Her gaze lowered to
Sienna for a moment, and an idea formed.
Looking
back up at Scott, she smiled. “So, your
parents owned all this property, huh? Why didn’t you ever switch it under your
name? Give yourself more money, more
power. Your parents left you enough to
keep you financially solvent for the rest of your life without you having to
work. Instead, you worked a crap job at
the military base and were fired. You
didn’t have to go through all that, you know.”
“I
know. But,” Scott began to run through
all his reasons. Just as Regan had
figured he would. He needed his ego
stroked, and she’d done that in order to distract him.
She looked
back at Sienna and caught her gaze. No,
Regan realized, her spirit was not broken.
She could see the determination in Sienna’s eyes and smiled
slightly. Trying to communicate with the
other woman, Regan hoped Scott wouldn’t notice that she was no longer paying
any attention to him.
Sienna
thought she knew what Regan was trying to tell her. Anything, Sienna thought. She would do anything if she could just be
free from Scott’s clutches. That
morning, she’d woken knowing that if she didn’t escape soon, she would end it
all herself. As strong as she tried to
be, the fight had gone out of her. Her
body was a mess of bruises and pain, and Sienna had run out of reasons to live
another day in the hell that Scott had created for her. Now, as she tried to read what was in the FBI
agent’s eyes, she tried to muster the energy it would take to pull it off. If it didn’t work—no, Sienna stopped
herself. She pictured Brian and their
children, the love she felt for them, and how badly she needed to get back to
them. If for no one else, she would do
it for them. Her courage returning, she
gritted her teeth.
When Sienna
nodded slightly, Regan made sure Scott was still focusing on himself. The gun in his hand was no longer trained on
his hostage. She nodded back to Sienna
and waited for the plan to play itself out.
With no
warning, Sienna pulled her leg up behind her and hit hard. Scott doubled over from shock and pain as
Sienna yanked out of his hold and ran.
Instead of being completely disabled, Scott held one hand to his groin
and aimed the gun at Sienna.
Regan saw
his finger on the trigger. “Drop the
gun, Scott!”
His
attention, and gun arm, shifted from Sienna to Regan, and the sound of gunshots
exploded in the kitchen.
***
There was
an itch between his shoulder blades, and it was bothering him. There was no reason to be worried, he
repeated to himself. She would be fine,
she would come back, and everything would be fine.
“Are you
okay, Alex?”
AJ looked
over at Jordan, who sat across the table from him. Watchful gray eyes studied him, and AJ forced
himself to smile.
“Yeah,” he
smiled, “everything’s fine. Here, try a
cookie.” He lifted one off the tray that sat between them. “I think they’re cooled now.”
Jordan
nodded and, taking the cookie from AJ, chewed and watched the older man
solemnly. AJ wondered what an eight year
old could possibly be thinking behind that look. He didn’t have to wait long to find out.
“Do you
love my mom?”
AJ nearly
choked on the cookie he’d swallowed.
“What?”
“Do you
love my mom?” Jordan repeated.
AJ tried to
think of a safe way out but settled for the truth. “Yeah.
Yeah, I love your mom,” he sighed.
Jordan
nodded. “Are you going to marry her?”
The
question froze AJ. Had he ever thought
of marriage? He loved her, yeah, but had
he ever thought as far down the line as marriage? They’d only known each other a month, but
sometimes that’s all it took, he reminded himself. He tried to think of his life ten years down
the line, and there they were. Regan and
Jordan were in his mental picture. Where
they belonged, AJ realized.
He smiled
at Jordan. “I’m going to try to convince
her to marry me. Think I have a chance?”
“She likes
you. A lot,” Jordan told him. “Will you send me away when you marry her?”
AJ
frowned. “What? Why would I do
that? You’re half the reason why I want
to marry her. You and your mom are a package
deal, Jordan. I won’t take one without
the other, I promise.”
Jordan
smiled now, and it made AJ’s heart want to sing. “That’s good.
If you marry my mom, will that make you my dad?”
AJ couldn’t
breathe. “If you want me to be, then I’d
like it if I could be your dad.”
Jordan
mulled this over for a few moments and nodded.
“Can I call you Dad if Mom says okay to marrying you?”
His heart
swelling, AJ could hardly believe the gift that had dropped into his arms. Unable to speak, he nodded.
“Good,”
Jordan said, taking another bite of his cookie.
“When will Mom be back?”
AJ
sighed. He’d never get used to the
child’s lightning topic switches.
Especially when it changed to something difficult. “I don’t know.” He glanced up at the
clock. “Soon.”
“She’s
going to be okay, right?”
AJ looked
into the deep gray that seemed to beg him for comfort. It felt good to be needed, he thought. His hand covered the small one. “I hope so, pal. I hope so.”
***
Blood
bloomed, a dark red flower design around the point of entry. Regan watched, strangely curious, as the red
spread across the shirt. Then, she
looked up into the eyes of death itself for the first time in her life. Death glossed the eyes over, she
realized. Already, brown was turning to
a glassy hue. Skin began to turn gray,
pasty. She’d done that, she
realized. For the first time in her
career, she’d discharged her weapon and caused death. Unable to handle it, she turned away from
Scott, who collapsed onto the floor after blood gurgled in his throat and
spilled from his open lips. His face was
frozen in a permanently surprised, yet annoyed look. Regan felt a small stirring of pity then
turned away.
“Make sure
he’s dead,” she told Cross. “I have to
go see to Mrs. Littrell.” The detective
nodded and walked over to the body.
Regan
forced herself not to look back and walked into the den. Sienna was crouched in the corner on the
floor. She hugged her knees to her chest
and was rocking herself back and forth.
Regan knelt in front of her.
“Mrs.
Littrell. Sienna,” she said more
forcefully, causing Sienna to look up at her through wide eyes.
She was
shocked, Regan realized. Laying a hand
gently on Sienna’s arm, she spoke softly.
“Sienna,
it’s over. He’s dead. You’re safe, now. You’re going home now,” she reiterated.
It was a
dream, Sienna thought. One of those
dreams where you got what you most wanted, and then it was snatched out of your
hands. She was afraid to hope, to
believe. But Regan Daniels was telling
her he was dead. Could she believe it?
“I want to
go home,” she whispered.
Regan
nodded. “We’re going to take you home.”
When Sienna began to shake and her teeth chattered, Regan slipped off her coat
and placed it around the other woman’s shoulders. “Here, this’ll keep you warm, for now.”
Sienna gave
her a grateful look, then gasped. “Your
arm,” she managed to say.
Regan
glanced down at where Sienna’s gaze was focused. Her sleeve was a deep, dark red. Before she could react, Sienna had reached out
and torn the sleeve off to fully expose the wound. There, on her upper arm, was a neat hole that
oozed blood sluggishly. Regan began to
feel the pain that radiated through her arm as she stared at it, not
comprehending that she’d actually been shot.
“Does it
hurt?”
Regan
snapped to at Sienna’s question. “What?
Oh, now it does. I don’t…I don’t know
what to do. I’ve never had to worry
about something like this,” she admitted.
The two
police officers she’d sent around to the back of the house stepped into the
room. “Agent Daniels, everything’s
secure, and Thompson’s dead.”
Regan
nodded and prayed that her vision would stay steady instead of filling with
gray as it was at the edges. She would not faint, she kept telling herself.
“She’s been
hit!” one of the officers exclaimed.
As Regan
tried to change their attention from herself to Sienna, the real victim, the
other officer knelt at her side.
“We can get
this out,” he murmured. “I can see the
bullet. We can bandage it up, but you’re
going to want to see if it needs stitches when you get Mrs. Littrell back to
Lexington.”
Regan
nodded. “Get it out then.”
The officer
left to retrieve a first aid kit, and Regan turned back to Sienna. “Thanks,” she murmured.
Sienna
shook her head. “Thank you,” she whispered. “If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t be going
home, now. Oh, god. I miss my family,” she choked back a sob. “I need my family.”
As Sienna
finally broke down, Regan moved forward and let her collapse in her arms.
***
The plane
jolted, and Sienna sat up.
Regan
leaned over. “Are you okay?”
Sienna took
a shaky breath. Then another. “I can’t believe I’m going home,” she
murmured. “I dreamt about it for the
past weeks, but it’s really happening.” She tentatively took hold of the hand
Regan held out. “Will you—will you tell
me how Brian’s been?”
Regan
nodded. “He’s been a mess not knowing
where you were or how to find you. AJ,
Nick, and Kelly Monaco settled into the house, but there were times we all
thought he would lose it. He loves you.”
Sienna
sighed. “I know. I love him, too. All I’ve wanted is to wake up in his arms and
know that none of this happened. I can’t
wait to feel safe with him again,” she whispered.
Regan tried
not to think that that may not happen.
Sienna hadn’t admitted yet to being sexually abused, but Regan had seen
it enough times to know what had happened.
Sienna was going home, but it would be difficult for her to leap back
into Brian’s arms.
“You’re
safe, now,” Regan reassured her. “There’s nothing to be afraid of anymore.”
Sienna
shook her head and looked out at the clouds.
“Nothing,” she whispered to herself.
***
Silence
settled over the airstrip as the small airplane touched down and taxied to a
stop. As the stairs lowered, Brian
stepped forward. He still couldn’t
believe that his wife was coming home.
That the nightmare they’d been living in for the past six weeks was
finally over.
Regan
stepped out first. Her bandaged arm was
covered by a windbreaker, and she took note of the gathering of people that
stood waiting at the bottom of the stairs.
She made it to the bottom where Brian caught her arm.
“Thank
you,” he managed to say before his gaze turned back to the woman slowly
ascending the stairs.
Regan moved
through the group, towards the back.
Away from the eager family members waiting for Sienna. As her arm ached, she watched as Sienna
stepped off the staircase and was caught up in Brian’s embrace.
Brian was
ecstatic at being able to hold her in his arms again. He’d dreamt of it, and now it was
happening. He couldn’t help but notice
that she felt like skin and bones in his arms.
Leaning back, he cupped Sienna’s face and noticed the bruises that
ranged across it. Her gorgeous eyes were
bruised and blackened. Tilting her chin,
he saw the angry bruises on her jaw and temple.
Fury flooded him, but his hold on her was gentle. Scott should be so lucky that he was dead, he
thought. Suppressing the urge to break
something or burst into tears, he pulled her close again, not noticing the
stiffness in her body or the slight trembling.
“Sienna,”
he whispered into her hair repeatedly.
“You’re home. Thank God, you’re
home.”
Knowing
she’d have to break the news of the extent of the abuse to Brian, Regan turned
away and noticed Emma Clark walking towards her.
“Hey,” she
had to smile, relieved. “What are you
doing back here?”
Clark
returned the smile. “The governor’s
nephew wasn’t kidnapped. He got drunk
and passed out on a spur-of-the-moment camping trip. Nice job, Regan,” she added, gesturing
towards the Littrells and their friends.
Regan
sighed. “I’m glad you’re here. Mrs. Littrell was raped, and she’s going to
need a woman with her. I’m going to have
to break it to Brian that he’s scaring the shit out of her by holding her like
that.”
“She
admitted it to you?”
Regan shook
her head. “No, but I could tell from the
bruises and the look in her eyes.”
Clark blew
out a breath. “It’s going to be hard to
come back from this.”
“Yeah, but
they’ll be able to,” Regan mused.
“They’re strong enough.”
“What about
Thompson?” Clark asked.
Regan
looked back at her. “Dead.”
“You?”
Regan
nodded. “Yeah, me. It was either him or me. I chose him.”
Clark gave
her a sympathetic look. “It was your
first one.” It wasn’t a question, merely a statement.
Regan tried
not to think about it. “Yeah, my
first.” Push it out of her mind.
“Regan!”
She turned to see AJ walking towards her.
Clark
smiled a little. “Well, I guess I’ll go
let the superiors know I’m here with you.”
“Yeah,” she
nodded, her eyes on AJ. “Could you call
the hospital and tell them we’re bringing Sienna in? She’s going to need a full check done, by a
female physician. Stress that.”
“I will,”
Clark promised and turned to head back towards a dark sedan.
Regan
turned back as AJ reached her. He
grinned down at her before scooping her into his arms. “You did good, Agent Daniels,” he murmured as
he leaned down to kiss her.
Regan
pressed her fingers to his lips. “I’m
still on duty. No kissing,” she reminded
him.
Surprised,
he nodded. “Okay, but still. You brought Sienna and yourself home. Safe.
Thank you.”
Nodding,
she watched as Sienna’s arms went around her aunt. “I promised Brian I’d bring her back, and I
did.”
“Scott’s
dead. The bastard.”
“Yeah,”
Regan blew out a breath. “Yeah, he’s
dead.”
AJ looked
over at her pale face. “You okay, baby?
You look shocky.”
She shook
her head. “I’ll be fine. It’s just,” she paused. “I killed Scott. I used my gun for the first time since it was
issued to me, and I ended another person’s life. Oh, God,” she whispered, feeling faint.
Quickly, AJ
caught her before her eyes rolled back into her head and lowered her head
between her knees. “It’s okay,
baby. Keep your head between your knees
and breathe. Just keep breathing.” He
rubbed circles on her back until she lifted her head, and he could see that she
would be okay.
“They
always prepare you for something like this,” she murmured. “But it still comes as a shock when you
actually end a human life. I know I
saved someone, but it still makes me feel guilty.”
AJ pressed
a kiss to her forehead. “I’d worry if
you didn’t feel guilty ending a life.
I’m proud of what you do, though.
Saving people,” he reminded her.
“Yeah.” She
stood and looked over at Brian and Sienna.
“Yeah, I save people from the initial danger, but what comes after that?
They’re totally on their own in that.”
AJ frowned,
not following her line of thought. “What
do you mean?”
She
gestured towards Brian and Sienna. “Scott
hurt Sienna in more ways than one. Yeah,
he shredded her spirit, but, AJ,” she took a deep breath and turned to him,
“I’m ninety-nine percent positive he raped her.
I don’t know how many times, but he did.
It would’ve been a power trip for him.
‘See, you’re mine. Your husband
won’t want you now that I’ve had you.’ He destroyed her so badly,” she
whispered, trying not to remember her own past.
AJ had
paled and his hand clutched at hers.
“How? How do you know that? Did she tell you he did that to her?”
Regan shook
her head. “No, but I know the look that
was on her face, in her eyes.”
“How?”
She took a
deep breath. “Because I saw it on my
face for a long time,” she told him.
Now he
turned to her. “What?”
Unable to
stand in place, she pulled her hands from his and walked away. Then turned back.
“You wanted
to know about Jordan’s father, so I’ll tell you. I met him my freshman year at GWU. I was a fresh-faced, naïve eighteen year old,
so sure that I knew what I was doing. He
was a sophomore and ran track. The
attention from him dazzled me because I’d never had a boyfriend before, and we
began dating. He was everything I
thought I could want. Sweet, attentive,
charming, funny. Handsome.” She
remembered that the face had hid a beast.
“I loved him and he told me he loved me.
The summer after my freshman year, I went to visit him. We’d never discussed sex, but, before I knew
it, I was under him. I didn’t want to
be,” she whispered before her voice strengthened again. “I wasn’t ready, but he wouldn’t hear
it. He told me I wanted it, had been
begging for it, and, before I could stop him, it was done. I went home and pretended like it never
happened. But it did, and it happened
again and again during the first semester of my sophomore year. Until he was killed in a car accident. Everyone expected me to weep, be sad, but I
wasn’t. I praised God for getting rid of
him.” She couldn’t look at AJ. Was
afraid that she’d see the revulsion in his eyes. So she stared hard at a spot
far away. “I found out I was pregnant
with Jordan during winter break. I
didn’t want him.”
“Why would
you?” AJ murmured, desperately needing to hold her.
“Right. Why would I want the child of a man who
obviously hadn’t loved me? Who’d kept me
so scared of him that I could no longer be near any of my male friends because
the mere thought of a man scared the living daylights out of me. I couldn’t date anyone, sleep with anyone
after him because those same fears would keep resurfacing. But I did keep Jordan, and I’ve never been
more happy with any other decision.” She looked up at him now. “That’s how I know that Sienna was
raped. Because I could see that same
fear in her eyes that I saw in mine.”
Reeling
from the barrage of information, he tried to focus. “So, now what?”
“Now?”
Regan looked back at Sienna, who was clearly trying to hold it together. “Now, I take her to the hospital and have her
tell me what happened. Beginning to end,
so she can look at it, too. Then, she’ll
try to get back to her life.”
Before she
could leave, he placed a hand on her arm lightly. “Regan, you think I’m going to turn away
because what happened to you disgusts me.
That it makes you less desirable in some way. But it doesn’t.” AJ lifted her hand to his
lips. “You know what it makes me think?”
Unsure,
Regan shrugged. “No, what do you think?”
He cupped
her face in his hands. “It makes me love
you more. Don’t pull away,” he murmured
when a panicked look entered her eyes.
“I’ve kept it inside me for a while.
I am in love with you, and, knowing that someone hurt you and Sienna so
horribly, makes me want to destroy them.
But I can’t because they’re both dead.” He shook his head. “I don’t need you to give the words back to
me, but I just need you to know how I feel.
Remember them. Please.”
“I don’t
know if I can give you what you want, but I can thank you.” She smiled
now. “I’ve never had someone in love
with me before. I can’t think about my
own feelings right now, but I can appreciate yours.”
“I don’t
want you to be grateful,” he told her.
“I can’t
think of what else to be,” she whispered.
She tore her eyes from his and looked back over at Sienna, who was being
held by Liv. “I need to go, AJ. I have to take care of things.”
Knowing
that they weren’t done, not by a long shot, if he could help it, AJ let her
go. “We’re going to talk. Not now,” he agreed. “But soon.”
“Okay.”
She left
him then and went through the crowd surrounding Sienna. He watched as she spoke quietly to Sienna and
Brian, then led Sienna out of the midst of everyone and towards a car where
another agent stood.
The anger
in him was not for Scott, AJ realized, but for the nameless, faceless bastard
who’d hurt Regan. So what that he’d
fathered a delightful child? He’d still destroyed the woman AJ loved. He didn’t know what to think or how to
comfort her. She’d obviously gotten over
it. Or mostly.
When the
realization hit him that he was the first man she’d ever truly made love with,
he felt torn between feeling honored and being terrified. Before he could choose either one of those
reactions, his cell phone rang.
Whipping it
out, he nearly ignored it, until he realized it was Johnny Wright. Johnny had agreed to manage AJ’s solo
endeavor along with Brian’s and the Boys, but AJ wondered why he was calling
now. Maybe to find out about Sienna, he
thought. Or, maybe there was something
wrong with his album or the Boys’ tour.
Because thinking about work for a moment would get his mind off of
worrying about Sienna and Regan, AJ answered.
“Hello?”
“AJ? Hi!
Listen, something important has come up concerning your album. We need you to come up to New York for a
meeting to iron out the problem,” Johnny explained.
“Listen,”
AJ began. “You know we’ve got Brian’s
family stuff to deal with right now, don’t you?”
“AJ, it’s
all over the news. Brian’s wife is home,
and I couldn’t be happier about that.
Let Brian and Sienna know I said congratulations. However, you can and have to deal with your
professional obligations, now. If you
don’t, well, I hope I don’t have to explain it to you.”
Johnny was
right. He couldn’t put off his own work
too long in the fast-paced world of entertainment. AJ wished he weren’t, but he knew the other
man was right. “Okay, I’ll do it. When do you need me?”
“Yesterday.
But, there’s a seat on board an airplane leaving Lexington’s airport in three
hours. Be on it.”
AJ watched
as Regan helped Sienna into the car and, shutting her own door, drove out. “I’ll see you tonight.”
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