Chapter 43
Thunder
cracked and lightning streaked across the sky, illuminating the room where
Regan lay, her hands pressed protectively across her belly. At seven and a half months pregnant, she was
having trouble sleeping in any other position, though her current position was
uncomfortable, too. Earlier that day,
she’d felt increased pressure in her lower back, and, now, trying to sleep on
that back was keeping her awake. The
baby wasn’t helping matters along, either, she thought wryly. Her little angel had been kicking up a storm
all day, and, even as she wondered when relief would come, the baby shoved a
foot into her side.
She slid
off the bed and decided walking was better than nothing to ease the
discomfort. Until she realized that
gravity caused the baby to slide on top of her bladder and had her rushing to
the bathroom.
Ten minutes
later, she checked on Jordan. He was
sleeping peacefully under his blankets as the cold November thunderstorm raged
on the other side of the windows. When
had he gotten old enough that he didn’t wake up and run screaming to her during
a storm? She missed that, she realized.
Her baby was growing up and no longer in need of being held as often as
he had used to do.
“Well.” She
patted her belly. “You’ll more than make up for that fact, Junior.” And she was
glad. She liked having someone depending
on her to take care of them. Much, she
thought, the way AJ thrived when she let him help her in daily activities and
chores.
Regan had
to admit that she missed him when he was away as he was now. He’d driven up to New York City for a meeting
with the label reps in order to select the tracks that would make the final cut
on the next Backstreet Boys’ album. He’d
been excited to go, thrilled that there would soon be a new album gracing
shelves in stores around the world. If
there was one thing Regan had learned about the man she loved, it was that
music was one of the most important parts of his life. She’d seen the joy it gave him to hear his
own music, and she was proud of him.
Which she’d
never told him, she realized, as she wandered, restless, into the den. It was unfair of her, she thought, to hold
out on him when she knew he’d be ecstatic if she told him exactly how much she
admired him. He’d rebuilt himself from
what he’d become years ago and was dead set on being a good father. If she was perfectly honest with herself,
she’d admit that part of the reason she was eager to give birth was to see how
AJ would be with their child.
Regan
flicked on the television and settled onto the cushy sofa, which was the only
one in the house in which she felt absolutely comfortable. It took the pressure off her back and
relieved the tension headache the backaches often caused. As lightning dazzled the sky outside, she
hoped she could unwind enough to fall asleep, but, as she flipped through channels,
she was disappointed to find nothing even remotely interesting was on. So she settled for channel surfing and
watching the hundreds of commercials touting the best grocery stores to buy a
Thanksgiving turkey for the holiday approaching in less than a week.
When the
picture flashed on the screen, she almost flipped past it without noticing
it. Fortunately, her attention was
caught just as her finger hit the Channel Up button, and she quickly changed
the channel back. Her breath backing up
in her throat, she stared at the screen and tried to understand the
anchor. Her mouth opened, and the scream
was silent.
Fifteen
minutes later, her car squealed into the driveway, past the gathered reporters,
and Jordan sleepily complained, “Mom? Why are you driving so fast? Be
careful. I’m trying to sleep.”
Regan
didn’t hear him as all she could concentrate on was the flashing lights and men
that milled around the house. Hefting
herself out of the car, she rushed towards the house, terrified of what she’d
find.
“Ma’am? I’m
sorry, but you can’t go up there. This
is private property,” a police officer tried to block her way, and she tried to
push past him.
“Please.”
Her gaze swept the area looking for him.
“Please, I need to go. I need to
see him.”
“As I said,
this is private property, so”
“Regan?”
The officer’s words were interrupted by AJ stepping out from around one of the
police cruisers.
The sob
escaped her as she launched herself at him.
“Alex! You’re okay, you’re okay.” Her hands skimmed over him as she
reassured herself that he was unharmed.
“Oh, god. You’re safe, you’re not
hurt. You’re not hurt, right?” She
leaned back and cupped his face with her hands.
He smiled
at her concern even as his arms tightened around her. “I’m okay.
I wasn’t hurt.” He looked over his shoulder at the officers entering and
exiting his home. “Apparently, I scared
off the burglars.” He frowned. “What are
you doing here? Where’s Jordan? Why aren’t you at home, resting?”
Regan shook
her head, having latched onto one thing.
“You’re safe. When I saw the broadcast…Jesus. I thought—I thought something horrible had
happened to you.”
AJ pressed
a kiss to her forehead. “I’m okay.” His
arm slipped around her waist as the cold wind whipped rain in their eyes.
“Let’s get you inside where it’s warm and dry.
You can sit in a chair and tell me what the broadcast said and what
you’re doing here.”
He led her
into the house, neither one noticing that it was the first time she’d ever
entered his home. Regan didn’t notice
anything, period; all she could concentrate on was AJ and the fact that he was
safe. He spoke to one of the officers
then guided her into a cozy room full of couches and gently pushed her into
one. He disappeared for a few moments
and came back with a towel and a blanket.
He draped the blanket around her, then, kneeling next to her, he rubbed
the towel over her hair and smiled.
“Well,
there’s color in your cheeks again,” he murmured. “So, tell me.
What did they say on TV?”
She sighed,
her fingers tightening on his. “They
said that there had been an armed robbery of Backstreet Boy AJ McLean’s home.”
She shuddered. “Apparently, you drove
through your gates and found your front door unlocked. And when…When you stepped inside, there was a
crash in the back, and you saw someone run across the lawn. That shots were fired into the front of your
home.”
“Well.” He
sat back on his heels. “All of that is
pretty much true. So you came to see if
I was okay?” Despite the gravity of the situation, his ego couldn’t help but
take a boost when he realized she’d been afraid for him.
She swiped
at the tears clinging to her lashes. “Of
course, I was worried about you. I
haven’t felt fear like that in…ever. I
was terrified something had happened to you when they said ‘armed burglary.’”
“Nah.” He
waved it off, wanting to put her at ease.
“It wasn’t that big a deal.”
“Mr.
McLean?” A detective stood at the door.
“Did you figure out what you’re missing?”
AJ
straightened. “Yeah. It’s not too much,
and it’s nothing irreplaceable. They
only got the first floor; the second floor’s untouched.” He tapped his
chin. “The Phillips plasma TV I had, a
Sony stereo system, and…Oh, my god. I
forgot. Holy shit, I forgot to
check. If they’ve taken anything from
that room, they’ll wish they’d never been born,” he muttered, brushing past the
officer and leaving Regan to waddle after him.
He ran down
the hall to a door set off to the side that was ajar. Pushing it open, he flicked on the lights and
let out a relieved sigh. “Thank you,
God. Hallelujah.”
“AJ?” Regan
walked in and stopped. It became obvious
to her why AJ had flipped out. The walls
of this room were covered in everything from music awards, RIAA certifications,
to articles and pictures of AJ and the Boys with fans. It was valuable to him, and she watched as he
slumped into a chair. “Nothing was
taken, right?”
He shook
his head. “No. Not from this room. Like I said,” he looked up as the detective
walked into the room. “Everything else
is replaceable, but this room is the most valuable. Can I write up a list and send it to you in
the morning?” He massaged his temples, his head suddenly aching viciously. “I’d really like to have my house back, and
I’m hoping you’ve gotten all the evidence you need.”
The
detective, a man in his late-forties, nodded.
“Of course. I’ve got someone
doing one, final sweep of the premises, but we’ve pretty much done all we can
here. One of my men fixed your door for
you, too. His daughter’s a fan of yours,
and, apparently, she would have been pretty angry if her dad hadn’t helped keep
her favorite singer safe.” He grinned.
“The loyalty you inspire is admirable.
We’ll be out of your way in a few minutes.”
“Thanks.”
AJ sank back in the chair and squeezed his eyes shut but popped them open again
immediately. “Hey! You should be
sitting.” He leapt up and helped Regan down the hall and into the sitting room
again. “You need to start staying put
more often, you know. It’s not good for
you to be on your feet all the time.”
She forced
herself not to roll her eyes. “I know,
but thanks for reminding me again.” She knew he was stressed about what had
just happened to his home, and she was determined to make things easier on him.
He kissed
her cheek absently before heading back into the hall to see if the police had
cleared out. When he came back, AJ
dropped onto the couch next to her.
“Jesus, I’m exhausted. This was
not what I was looking forward to getting home to, you know.”
Regan held
his hand. “I know. I’m sorry it happened.”
“I’m not
because now I know to fix my security system,” he replied, studying their
intertwined fingers. “Thanks for coming
out, even though you didn’t need to.”
“Nonsense. Of course, I had to come! How could I not?”
He
shrugged. “It’s after midnight, so I
assumed you’d be asleep. Wait a minute.”
He held up a hand. “Where’s Jordan?”
Her hand
flew to her mouth as she remembered. “Oh
god, I must be the worst mother in the world! He’s in the car,” she managed to
say before AJ had hurried out of the room.
She rushed
out after him and watched as he pulled on his coat. “Stay inside,” he ordered before dashing out
into the stormy weather.
Regan tried
to watch from the door, but there was painful pressure in her back, and she was
forced to sit in a chair in the foyer.
When AJ carried Jordan in, her son was covered in a blanket to protect
him from the cold and rain.
“Thanks for
bringing him in, but I think we’ll be going back home,” she began but was cut
off by a look from AJ.
“You’re
staying here. I don’t want you driving home
this late. Don’t argue with me,” he
added, carrying Jordan up the stairs as she followed.
It wasn’t
the words that stopped her, it was his tone.
He was dead tired, and she could hear the fatigue reflected in his
voice. “I-um. Thank you for letting us
stay then,” she said.
“No
problem.” He pushed open a door in the middle of the hall, and, when she
entered the room, her jaw dropped. AJ
pulled off Jordan’s shoes and tucked him into the large bed then turned to
catch her stupefied look. “Like the room?”
he asked with a slight smile.
“I…wow. This is like a dream come true for Jordan,”
she murmured, seeing the TV and Playstation 2 in one corner, a PC on the desk,
and posters of athletes pasted across the walls. A football and baseball were piled into a
corner along with a pair of worn sneakers.
The desk was piled with Jordan’s favorite series of books and little
tchochkes. “Where did it all come from?”
AJ
shrugged. “Jordan’s been collecting and
leaving stuff here for the last couple months.
I told him he could have this room as his very own, and he took
advantage of it. He likes it, I like
it. It’s all good.”
“I see
that.” She smiled. “I don’t know if I’ll
ever be able to thank you for everything, Alex.”
One brow
arched. “Did I ask for your gratitude?”
“No, but-“
“No
buts. Why don’t I show you your room?
It’s been a long night, and you need to rest.” He gestured towards the
door. “Shall we?”
Sighing,
she nodded. “Sure.”
When he’d
led her into a lovely bedroom next to Jordan’s, he gave her a weary smile. “I’m going to grab some aspirin and hit the
sack. If you need anything, don’t
hesitate to knock. My door’s the last
one at the end of the hallway.”
“Alex,
thank you again.” She smiled. “I hope
the headache goes away.”
“Me,
too. Good night.”
“Good
night.”
When he was
gone, Regan sat on the bed and sighed.
She’d finally made it into his house, and it took someone breaking into
it to force her here. Nothing had
changed, though, had it? She didn’t know why she’d been so afraid to take the
steps, but here she was. And she liked
it. It was all so tastefully done,
considering AJ’s taste in life. Though
her back ached and the baby kicked viciously, her curiosity was winning. She wanted to see the rest of it, and she was
wide awake.
Sliding off
the bed, she pressed a hand to her back as pain shot through it and made her
way to the door. The hallway was dark,
and she couldn’t hear any sounds from the rest of the house, so she crept out
and down the stairs again.
She definitely
liked the foyer, she decided. The stairs
curved down into the high-ceilinged entryway.
The giant window set above the door was picturesque, and she could see
the lightning slashing through the sky.
Moving through the foyer, she admired the living room with its elegant
sofas and the painting of a misty beach.
The sitting
room she’d been seated in was next to a room taken up by a giant grand piano
and two electric guitars leaned against the far wall. Here, there were a few pictures of the
Boys—ones she recognized as snapshots from the “Just Want You to Know” music
video. She’d studied up on her
Backstreet knowledge and had decided the video was a very unique part of Backstreet history.
And AJ in a leopard print suit was, well…
The kitchen
made Regan happy beyond measure. The
miles of gorgeous granite countertops and beautiful cherry cabinets made her
drool, while the subzero freezer, enormous refrigerator, and the shiny stove
had her heart sighing with envy. She’d
always enjoyed cooking, but AJ’s kitchen was making her want to whip something
up immediately. Thinking that she would
just rummage through his kitchen if she didn’t control herself, she left the
room and entered another one.
The den was
full of comfortable leather couches and a big-screen TV with a surround sound
stereo system. A set of double doors
opened onto a large deck, and she leaned her head against the cool glass,
watching the thunderstorm rage.
How was it
possible that he’d known what she’d never really realized? Regan had always
been sure of what she wanted, but she’d been mistaken in thinking that the home
she’d made for herself and Jordan had been enough. How had he found their home so easily? How could AJ have known what her dream home
was? That she’d wanted a home with
comfort, color, and, most of all, love.
This home was steeped in all three.
It was perfect.
“What do
you think?”
Regan
whirled around. “Alex! You scared me! I
thought you were sleeping.”
He stepped
into the room, and she noticed he was still wearing jeans and the sweater he’d
been in half an hour earlier. “I came
down for water and needed to check to make sure everything was locked. So,” he came to stand next to her, “did you
like the house?”
“Yeah. Yes, I did.” She leaned her head against his
shoulder. “It’s beautiful, it’s
perfect.”
He
smiled. “I told you to trust me, didn’t
I?”
“You did.”
She sighed. “You definitely did.”
AJ slid an
arm around her shoulders. “I really do
want to thank you for coming over when you heard the news. I don’t think I could have handled it well if
someone I knew wasn’t here. So thank
you.”
She looked
up into his face. “You’re welcome. I couldn’t stop myself from rushing over,”
she admitted. “I don’t think I’ve been
that scared in quite some time.”
“Really?”
He found he liked that. “You could have
just called. You didn’t have to come over.”
Regan
frowned. “And why not? An armed burglary
going bad because you showed up, and I shouldn’t worry, shouldn’t see how you
were? How could I not?”
“Why would
you, though?” He’d gone over it repeatedly in his head and couldn’t figure it
out. For a woman who seemed to care
about him on a friendly basis, her rush to see him, the frantic look on her
face when she’d arrived, was baffling.
She stepped
away from him, offended. “What am I,
crazy? Of course I’d worry about you! I love you, and worrying comes with the
territory! Damn it, am I not allowed to
care?”
AJ
blinked. “Can you repeat that for me?”
“What?
Didn’t you hear it the first time? I care about you!” She frowned at the look
on his face.
He shook
his head. “No, I mean what you said
before about you worrying about me. Say
it again.”
Regan was
confused. What had she said? She’d said
she wasn’t crazy for worrying about him because…Oh. She knew what she’d said, and she realized
that it was the first time in her life that she’d said them to a man she wasn’t
related to. Giant butterflies fluttered
in her stomach as she tried to summon up the courage to lay her heart on the
line.
If I never take this leap of faith
I’ll never know
So I’m learning to fall
With no safety net
To cushion the blow
She
swallowed. Her eyes met his serious gaze
and held it. “I love you, Alex.”
Before she
could blink his arms were around her.
“Say it again,” he whispered, his voice fierce with emotion.
“I love
you,” she repeated and found it wasn’t so difficult. “I’m in love with you.” Her lips met his in a
kiss as exhilarating as the feelings bubbling through her.
He raced
kisses over her face. “I didn’t think
I’d ever hear you say that. I’ve been in
love with you from the beginning, and I wished for this day since then. When did you know?”
“Know?” She
closed her eyes as her heart tilted from the sheer ecstasy she felt. “I’ve been in love with you since April.”
AJ
paused. “Seriously?”
Regan
opened her eyes to look into his.
“Really. I guess I was just
afraid to say it out loud, but I do love you.”
He
grinned. “Man, if I had known you were
in love with me, I would have said yes to marrying you.”
“What?”
AJ laced
his fingers with hers. “When you asked
me to marry you, you never said anything about loving me. I thought you wanted to marry me for the sake
of the kids.”
“I—oh. I’m sorry,” she whispered, realizing that
months of thinking he didn’t love her enough to marry her could have been
prevented by three little words. “If I
had known…”
“It doesn’t
matter,” he told her and held her close.
“I love you, Regan, and I’m not letting you go. Not for the next forever, anyway.”
She didn’t
think she’d ever been so happy and had opened her mouth to tell him when the
pain in her back tripled and had her hunching over. “Oh, god!”
“What? What
is it? What’s wrong? Is it the baby?” AJ lifted her into his arms and laid her
on the couch. “Regan, tell me what’s
wrong.”
She
squeezed her eyes shut as the pain railed through her. “I don’t know. I don’t know.” She tried to take deep breaths
but managed painful gasps instead. “It
feels like contractions, but, Alex, I’m only seven and a half months along.”
The baby was kicking gleefully at her ribs.
“Something’s wrong.”
Before he
could move to pick her up again and rush her to the hospital, his eyes caught
the color that slowly seeped into her clothing.
The deep red stained her pristine white lounge pants and had his heart
thudding painfully in his chest.
“I’m
calling for an ambulance.”
***
Fifteen
minutes later, Regan lay on a gurney as she was wheeled through the emergency
room to an exam room. The pain hadn’t
subsided and had continued to multiply until she wasn’t sure if she’d survive
the sheer intensity of it. She clutched
AJ’s hand in hers and squeezed as the pain rolled through her. When she managed to open her eyes, his face
was pale, and his eyes watched her worriedly.
She wanted to tell him it was going to be fine, everything was going to
be okay, but she wasn’t even sure. All
she could do was whisper, “I love you,” before her eyes shut again.
In the exam
room, two nurses and a doctor examined her.
The doctor studied the ultrasound and turned back to them. “Miss Daniels, you’re in premature labor. I’m not sure why, but your baby has decided
it wants to make it out into the world tonight.
We’ll get you into a gown and up to maternity right away.”
“What about
the pain and bleeding?” AJ asked.
The doctor
scribbled on a chart. “I’m not quite
sure, but I have a feeling this is placenta abrupta. The fetus is in distress and is certainly developed
enough to live outside the womb. We’ll
have to work fast to help ease Miss Daniels through the delivery. The only thing I can recommend for the pain
is an epidural. Miss Daniels?”
“Please.”
Her voice was weak as she struggled to breathe through the pain. “Hurry.”
In less
than five minutes, AJ and Regan were in a birthing room, and she was hooked up
to multiple machines that kept track of both Regan’s and the fetus’
vitals. The baby’s heartbeat was
slightly elevated, but the obstetrician wasn’t too worried. She explained that if the heartbeat were
slower, then she’d suggest the C-section.
For now, the baby was positioned headfirst, and Regan was dilated to
seven centimeters.
AJ was
given cool, wet cloths to wipe her forehead with. As he did so, he tried to remember everything
he’d learned in Lamaze classes. He’d
loved those classes, but now, when he actually needed the knowledge he’d
acquired in them, he couldn’t recall anything.
“I want to push!” Regan whimpered as the
contraction hit her again.
He felt her
squeeze his hand until he was sure it would pop off. “Regan, come on. Breathe with me through this. One…two…three…”
She tried
and felt the pain slowly, agonizingly subside.
“Thanks.” She chewed nervously on the ice chip he popped into her
mouth. “It wasn’t supposed to come so
soon. Why is it coming now? We’ve still
got two months left!”
AJ stroked
her hair. “It’s okay. We’re going to get through this, babe. Deep breaths,” he added as her fingers
squeezed his again.
When the
contraction subsided again, Regan rubbed at her weary eyes. “Alex, where’s Jordan? Where’d we leave him?”
He gave her
another ice chip. “He’s sleeping in the
nurses’ lounge down the hall. Do you
want someone to check on him?”
“N-no. Can you do it? Can you tell him that I’m
sorry I keep wrecking his night?” She was afraid she’d start bawling soon.
AJ kissed
her lightly. “Can you breathe without me
here?” She nodded. “Okay, then. I’ll be back.” He rose. “I love you, and don’t forget to
breathe. No pushing.”
“Okay.” She
waited until he was at the door.
“Alex. I love you, too.” His grin flashed before he disappeared out
the door.
AJ found
Jordan watching early morning cartoons with sleepy eyes. “Hey there.” He sat next to Jordan. “What’re you watching?”
“Dexter’s
Laboratory,” Jordan replied, rubbing his eyes.
“Is Mom okay? What’s wrong with the baby?”
AJ put his
arm around Jordan’s shoulders and pulled him close. “The baby’s decided it’s coming early. Are you ready to be a big brother?”
“Really?
Yeah, of course, I’m ready! Are we going to take care of the baby in the
nursery at your house?” Jordan grinned excitedly at the idea of a new sibling.
AJ
sighed. “I don’t know where the baby’s
going to stay, but I’m glad you’re excited.
Your mom wants me to tell you that she’s sorry that she kept
interrupting your sleep.”
Jordan
shrugged. “I’m getting a baby brother or
sister! Who needs sleep?” He frowned.
“Why can’t you just marry Mom, and we can take care of the baby together
at your house? I mean, after we move in and all.”
“You…you
want me and your mom to get married?”
“Yeah!
We’re already a family, right? I mean, you and Mom love me and the baby like
parents do, and I love you and Mom because you’re my parents, and I know the
baby will, too. So, if you get married,
it would be, like, official.” Jordan bounced in his seat.
AJ’s heart
was doing somersaults. “Will you…will
you call me Dad or AJ?”
“Can I call
you Dad?” Jordan wondered, quieting. He
wasn’t sure what AJ’s answer was going to be.
He really did want a dad, and AJ was practically his dad in every way
that counted. He crossed his fingers and
toes.
“Yes. Absolutely!” AJ hugged Jordan to him. “I love your Mom, kid. If she says yes to marrying me, then you can
call me Dad.”
“Awesome!”
Jordan hugged him back. “I can’t wait!”
AJ
grinned. “Me neither. Listen, I gotta get back to your mom, but
I’ll come get you when the baby comes.
Sound good?”
“Yeah! Hurry!”
***
“A boy.” AJ
stared, dumbfounded by the fact that he was holding a life he’d helped
create. The baby opened his mouth in a
perfect O and yawned. AJ didn’t think
he’d ever seen anything more amazing than the tiny baby he held in his arms.
“We’re
going to have to do some tests,” the obstetrician told him. “But I think he is fully developed and
probably will not have to be placed in an incubator.” She smiled as AJ could do
nothing more than stare at the baby in his arms. “Congratulations.”
“Thanks,”
Regan murmured. She, too, was watching
AJ and, despite the fatigue she was floating on, couldn’t help but feel elated
that, after nine long hours, she and AJ had a son. A perfect baby. She would have so much to be grateful for on
Thanksgiving.
“We should
name him,” AJ announced, turning to Regan.
“Quick. Did you think of any
names?”
She shook
her head. “I want his middle name to be
James for you and my dad. That’s all I’d
planned.”
“Cool, but
he needs a first name.” AJ stared hard at the precious bundle. “I don’t think he looks like a Christopher or
Joshua. Not really a Darren, either.”
“Why not
Alexander, after you?” Regan suggested, but he shook his head.
“No
way. Let’s do something different. Not as different as Apple,” he said
quickly. “How about…Ezekiel! Yes, he
could definitely be an Ezekiel!”
“Ezekiel?
Alex, where on earth did that come from?”
He grinned
wildly. “Think about it! Ezekiel is
great because we’ll just call him Zeke, but he has a song about his name,
too. Remember ‘Ezekiel connected them
bones’? He’d know everything about the skeletal system because of the
song. He’ll be a doctor!”
She was
sure he was getting far too ahead of himself and a little crazy with it, but
she had to admit Zeke was a fun name.
Ezekiel was certainly…different.
Her mother would like it, as would her father. So…
“I like
Zeke, so we’ll go with Ezekiel,” Regan decided and held out her arms. “Can I hold him before the nurse comes to
take him away?”
AJ nodded,
though reluctant to part from his son.
“Let’s take you to Mom, Zeke.
There you go,” he whispered as he passed the baby into Regan’s arms. “Isn’t he perfect?”
Regan
studied Zeke’s downy dark hair and remembered that it would be some time before
they were certain of his true eye color.
His tiny fingers curled around her finger, and his face was peaceful as
he slept.
“Mom! Is
that him? Is that the baby?” Jordan rushed into the room, followed by a
nurse. He skidded to a halt next to the
bed, eyes widening at the bundle in his mother’s arms. “This is so cool! Does he have a name?” he
whispered.
AJ placed a
hand on Jordan’s shoulder. “Ezekiel
James…”
“McLean,”
Regan finished. “Zeke for short. What do you think?”
“Cool.”
Jordan stroked a finger gently over his brother’s fist before looking up at
AJ. “Did you ask her?”
“Not yet.”
Regan
looked between the two of them. “Ask me
what?”
AJ
grinned. “Well, Jordan and I had a
little talk a while ago about certain things he wants.” He ruffled Jordan’s
hair.
“What?” She
was confused.
AJ shook
his head. “I wanted to ask you in a
better setting, but,” he glanced between Jordan, Regan, and baby Zeke, “I think
this is the best place to do this.” He looped an arm around Jordan. “Regan, I love you.”
“I love
you, too,” she answered, frown lines furrowing her forehead.
He
grinned. “I think we’ve got ourselves a
little family here, right?” She nodded.
“I don’t think I could ever ask for anything more than the woman I love
and our children all in one place. So
I’m going to ask you. Regan, will you marry me?”
“Say yes,
Mom!”
Regan
smiled at her son then looked up at AJ.
“What do you think?”
When his
lips crushed down on hers, she didn’t think she’d ever been happier. “When are you going to marry me?” she asked
when she could breathe again.
AJ closed
his hand around hers, his other resting on Jordan’s shoulder as Zeke slept
on. His life was perfect, he thought
with a brilliant smile. “Is tomorrow too
soon?”
Soul to soul
Fire to fire
Nothing’s like this heart’s desire
Love is a beautiful thing
One to one
You and me
You know it’s our destiny
‘Cause love is a beautiful thing
Stay together through thick and thin
Now I know I’ve got a friend
Love is a beautiful thing
Lyrics from “I Bruise Easily” Natasha
Bedingfield; “Love is a Beautiful Thing” Krystal Harris
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