Chapter 30

 

For the next four hours, the Boys sat with Nick’s family in the surgical waiting room they had been in only three nights before, during Nick’s first transplant surgery.  They were filled with déjà vu.

 

Just like last time, after they had been sitting for those four long hours, in came Dr. Fergeson.  She was smiling tiredly.

 

“Well, he’s done it again,” she said.  “He made it through yet another transplant operation.  Now comes the waiting again.  Hopefully, it’ll turn out better this time.”

 

They nodded, relieved that Nick had survived, but anxious that what happened last time could still happen again.

 

“Who was the donor?” AJ asked hesitantly, hoping it wasn’t another one of her family members.

 

“I’m not allowed to tell you much, just that he was a 20 year old from Orlando that was involved in a fatal car accident,” Dr. Fergeson replied.

 

They nodded, finding the news depressing.   Somewhere, in the very same town they were in, another family was grieving over the loss of their son, who had been only a year younger than Nick.  It was sad to think that someone had to die for Nick to be able to live.  But that was the way it worked.

 

***

 

By the next morning, things were looking good.  It looked as if Nick was accepting the liver, but everyone knew that might now last.  After all, after his last operation, things had looked good at the start too. 

 

The four Backstreet Boys, unable to see Nick, who had been moved back into isolation, had gone back to their houses to get some much needed sleep.

 

Jane and Bob had taken their kids back to Nick’s place too, making the hospital staff promise to call if anything happened.  Luckily, no one called.

 

***

 

Three days later

 

Nick lay in his bed, in his new room, which he had been moved into that morning.  He was in ICU still, but he had been taken out of isolation, which meant that Brian, AJ, Howie, and Kevin could come visit him, as well as his family.   Brian and AJ were the only ones there right then.   They had come up early that morning to see him. 

 

Around noon, AJ stood up.  “I’m hungry.  Bri, you wanna go get some lunch?” he asked.

 

“Sure,” Brian said.  He turned to Nick.  “We’ll be back pretty soon, okay, Frack?” he asked.

 

“Sure, Frick,” Nick said.  “See ya.”

 

“Okay.  See ya,” Brian said, smiling at Nick, then following AJ out of the room.

 

***

 

Only minutes after Brian and AJ were gone, the door to Nick’s room opened.  Nick looked up in shock to see Mandy walk into the room.

 

“Mandy?” he asked in disbelief.

 

“Hi, Nicky,” she gushed, hurrying over to sit down in the chair Brian had occupied earlier.  She grabbed one of his hands and squeezed it tightly.  “How are you doing?  I was so worried about you!  I just found out you’d had a liver transplant, and I got here as soon as I could!”

 

Nick eyed her warily.  She had caused him so much pain when she had left him those many months before.  Did she really still care about him?

 

“I’m okay,” Nick said cautiously.  “How have you been?”

 

“Miserable, actually,” Mandy said.  “Nick, I missed you so much over the last few months.  I was wrong, Nicky.  So wrong.  I hope you can forgive me.”  She stuck out her lower lip a little.

 

Nick sighed, trying to tell if she was being honest or not.  “You really hurt me, Mandy,” he said softly.

 

“I know, baby,” she said.  “And I’m so sorry!”

 

Nick sighed again.  He was so confused.  Why had it taken her all these months to realize she was sorry?  Why was she coming back to him now, of all times?  He didn’t know the answer, and he wasn’t sure if he could really believe what she was saying.

 

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